Ola November!
no the 'adventuring post' haven't finish yet...still in process.
eh hellooooooooooooo!
i wan tu tok tu sambo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0deee hu is in da nigga dipatehmen..
Lol sorry my bad. I'm just too addicted with the 'Prank call' vids.
SHIT IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNEHHHH LOIKE SERIOUSLY PEOPLE YOU GUISE SHOULD SEE IT!
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So yeah I did went to school today.
It was MAGNIFIQUE!
Spent the entire day with Dine, Lala, Sinta, Joy, Wanda, Meiqi, Ming-2, Wei-2, Rista and Sitti.
I love them all, I do.
We do nothing, but played 'The Voice audition (Ken Hwa version)', some childhood games such as 'xi gua niu nai fo lo mi', omega etc.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Man today was the best day of my 14 year old life!
Love it, dough.
All we do were escaping, escaping and escaping. If a teacher told us to do something, we moved to another class, pretending nothing had happened.
fuck yeah, bitch.
Tomorrow is the last day of school for 2012 session.
I'M JUST LIKE WANT TO REPEAT AGAIN AND AGAIN THAT TIME FLIES TOO FAST.
LIKE, REALLY!
For God sake what to do aye? Cuhs that's the way it has to be.
Gonna miss my 14 year-old-life :(
I'm going to be 15 next year, and that means PMR is coming through.
hmmmmppphhhhh....
I'm just......stressed out.....man.....
And yep, I failed this last semester.
That means I'll be moving to my old class again!
I JUST WANT TO BANG MYSELF FOR NOT STUDYING THIS ENTIRE YEAR.
Tiada guna kalau sekarang baru mau menyesal, angel.
It's just too freaking late.
Okay, I think it's enough cuhs I'm out of words!
Goodnight peeps! Have a good night sleep :)
OH, BEFORE I PRESS THE BUTTON PUBLISH...
I just want to say that:
Sorry for what have I done last night. I was waiting for you and also tried to call you but you didn't picked up so I assume you were already fell asleep. Not saying that it's your fault, NO. It's not. I'm sorry, just sorry. I called several times just now but you didn't answered, again, and it's kinda a broken hearted thing for me. Why? I hope you saw this post. I love you.
Shallom.
-BB(;
Long short preparation.
lol ignore the title okay?
Just now I was typing a post for tonight's update but sadly, I GAVE UP.
I gave up for 2 hours of non-stop typing and literally I gained none of it.
I ONLY GOT HUNCHBACKS. FEELING LIKE AN OLD LADY. WEWEWEWEW :S
oh I almost forgot.
ola people who are living on earth especially those who are already finished with final exams and got nothing to do just sit there in front of the laptop yea you there you got no life you lifeless creature get up go out and go somewhere.
*breathing* wow i'm tired with typing while talking inside of my brain.
lol just shut up, brainy.
Clues for the incoming post......
It's all about September's story. It's about the Pre-International Jamboree camp that was held on 14th of September-17th of September.
I guarantee you guys will love reading the new adventuring yet awesome experience alive of my scouting story.
Not being an arrogant person but please respect my thoughts, if not get out now, whore.
So yeah, that's just it! Hope you'll stunned.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
lol who am I kidding with? ughh -.-
Oh and I didn't went to school today.
I'm sooooooooooooooooooo lazy this morning until I can't get up from my bed cuhs it was sooooooooooooooooo comfy omg :O
And tomorrow I'll be escaping again, but this time I'm not alone.
I got into an agreement of 'not going to school together and hangout at joy's' just now and I just said yes cuhs I know mom will be okay if I said "there's no studying at school so can I just go to my friend's house for curing my boredom?"
I asked her like this just now and she said YES!
Alright alright till here everyone.
Goodnight!
-BB(;
Break a leg, love! ♥
Ola senor y senorita!
It has been a month I didn't update my blog.
gosh.......
Okay actually I got lots of story to write but,
oh so late! I'll tell maybe in the morning?
zz okay this morning already, angel -.-"
WHATEVERRRRRR.....
It's 1 freakin am right now and I haven't sleep yet.
I used to sleep late and wake up early like at 5 or something.
Amazing? I know.
He already fell asleep earlier than me,
cuhs PMR examination starts in 7 hours more.
OMG WHY AM I FEELING SO NERVOUS EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT THE ONE WHO WILL BE FACING PMR
-.-
Serious shit it's weird.
Or maybe because of him I feel nervous for the entire day?
Yes, I think so.
I really want the best for him.
I want him to feel satisfy and proud with his PMR result in the future.
I know, he can do it.
Like effin really he said he can't support to target the grade A, only B.
And I was like
WHAT........?
You never know what's going to happen in the future right?
So, be confident with your answers because you've already prepared well earlier and not in last minute.
Oh, don't be too over-confident. It might destroy everything.
You'll always be in my prayer, dear.
Don't forget what'd I said just now,
"I'll always be there to support you no matter what happens"
HEHEHEHEHE :3 I love you moron ;p
Again, BREAK A LEG MY SENOR!
wishing all the pmr candidates of the year 2012 tons of luck, relax and don't be too over-confident. also, don't forget to pray before answering the questions. God bless!
Till then!
Goodnight bloggerians ♥
-BB(;
Dear girls all around the world.
here's to the girls who are feeling sad.
here's to the girls who are facing the true world.
here's to the girls who are dealing with something you can't do.
here's to the girls who are feeling insecure.
ladies, ya'll are not ugly. God has created you to become a beautiful and wonderful creature. 'society' is the one who is
UGLY.
'Never lose an opportunity of seeing anything beautiful, for beauty is God's handwriting.'
Take it by a chance, ladies.
Be yourself. No make up, no lenses, no fake personality, but just be YOURSELF.
For one day, you'll feel worthy.
Don't let tears fall you down, 'cause one day, you'll think maturely that crying is not the answer.
SO JUST BE YOURSELF :)
God bless and byeeeeeeeeeeeee!
-BB(;
We're like Jupiter, baby.
Hey and good evening.
Oh goodbye August and hello September!
Pffffffft it's been a week since I last posted a post on my bloggy.
AND NOW I'M BACK AMIGOS.
lol get the hell crap out of here angel, you're committing a mistake.
okay again, more craps. fml -.-
Yes this week was the 'BACK TO SCHOOL' week.
I didn't went to school on Monday.
hehehehehehe......
hm, nothing. something happened :)
okay just forget it, i don't wanna talk about it again and want to continue with my joyous life.
blablabla yes my life is full with joyous already.
*craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap*
Hm Jupiter you ask?
Oh, this song reminds me the second time I met him at a restaurant and the first time I texted him and when I'm on my way to go home, I heard this on my bro's phone. He played this song and suddenly, he appeared in my mind.
I was like "Gosh, why am I thinking about him? No no no no no no he's not mine he's not mine. Stop thinking nonsense angel, he'll never be yours."
But I don't know why, my heart told me to text him. So, I did.
I got his number from my cousin. Thanks dine :)
That's how our love story starts.
awwwwwwwwww why am i feeling like, crying? ugh so emotional. *sob sob*
So after I texted him, 'hey brovell, waa tjmpa oh di kdai. haha, c hartzlin ba ni.'
OHMAIGAWD YES I MENTIONED MY FULL NAME. UGH SHOOT -.-
I didn't knew that he will reply it, but he DID!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
-the sound from an idiot hysteria girl who is screaming like a douche when she received a text message from her crush. :3
WOW WHY DO I FIND THIS ATTRACTIVE, I MEAN CUTE, UGH NO I MEAN, HMM NEVER MIND -.-
So we text and text, and then something had stopped us.
no i wont mention it here. i just don't want.
1 month of not texting each other, I feel like missing him.
Then I text him, that time I was in Tambunan I guess.
Gosh, I was missing him so bad that time. Words can't describe how I missed him, truly.
And starting then we text every day, hmm well seldom.
YOU KNOW WHAT GUYS....
I still remember the first time he called me. Back then I was sicked, yes I got 4 disease at the same time like wtf I almost die.
I was about to reply his text because I was late for.....I don't know how many minutes because I fell asleep, but then he called me.
First I was like, 'hello......'
He didn't talked, and I hung up. -.-
So the second time was like, 'hello.....' 'hai.....'
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
-Again, the idiot hysteria girl screamed.
Awwwww, that's the first time I heard his voice.
soooooooooooooo deeeeeeeep....
Er, I mean so charming, melting.
hehehehehehehehe :3
*gete mode: ON*
I can hear from his voice that he really cares for me until he called me.
No dude ever called me when I was sicked, so he's the first one.
I felt that I've been cared by someone, someone that it's not my friend nor boyfriend, but an acquaintance.
Yup, not more than friends but an acquaintance. Just, an, acquaintance.
An acquaintance took care of me.
AREN'T YOU SHOCKED? PLEASE BE SHOCKED!
zzzzz what is wrong with me......
*aights back to ze story preezzz*
Since that day, every time we text, I felt butterflies in my tummy. Without any reason, I don't know why would I felt like that because I'm not his and his not mine, we're not together, just a great friend.
But my feelings for him didn't fade away, even before this I had relationship with another guy but still, my feelings for him didn't go away, it stays, because I've waited him for almost a year.
My feelings for him never change, still the same, until now.
well, now it's kinda different, since we know and became close to each other already.
Me and him became an epic pair of birds.
lol pffffffft birds......who am I kidding with, a bird? seriously angel get serious aight.....
I really don't understand what I'm typing right now.
I think it's sort of a legit poop or something.....
ANTAH!
Okay okay...
So, then this one day, he CONFESSED something at me.
We called, yes we called, until 4 o'clock in the morning and we got school on the next day!!
OMG.....
He said that, "To be honest, I was jealous that you're with another guy. I can't control myself and can't accept that you're with him. You know why I didn't text you for a month? Because I don't want to disturb you both. I want to avoid the jealousy but I just can't."
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :'(
Damn then I cried that time.
I can't pretend to not cry, I can't stand already to hide my sobbing, so I just let it out. he cried too...
Hmm, then days past by and on the 10th of July,
we're officially became a couple.
Hahahahaha that's how we roll, I mean, our story. lmao
Our tears were worth it! No doubt. God said we should be together and putted up a nice date for us both.
aiseseh punya la bikin gali sa ni, buduh.
alright then, till here i guess.
He said just now that he can't wait to read this post.
OKAY.
HAHAHAHAHAHA awww he's just too cute, bikin gerigitan betul dengan gaya dia.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
-BB(;
You keep, I keep.
*okay this was supposed to be posted on last thursday. but......ugh wtf just read -.-*
Good morning bloggerians!
woke up at 10 just now.
and directly sent him a morning text, and some....hehehe..
You know what, I wanna tell ya'll that last night was the best night ever.
NOT TRYING TO BE A DISGUSTING OR ICKY WHATEVER PERSON, BUT TRULY, I WANT TO CONFESS THAT LAST NIGHT WAS THE BEST NIGHT EVER.
"Now I know, I've realized that you really loved me for who I am and not looking at my bad sides. You accept me for me, no anything else. You know, for me you're a different kind of person, also, if I have bad feelings, problems or something, you make me calm. You're my calmness, that's why I like you. I never said like this to a girl but I really want to be with you forever. I want to marry you, be my wife so that I can treat you, take care of you, kiss you on the forehead and then make you a breakfast in bed every morning. Not forgetting that I want to have kids with you too, hehehehehe. Hm angel, I'm so stupid that I said nonsense to you, made you heartbroken and feeling sad. So stupid that I didn't realized your love for me are so special and big, earlier. Yes, this 2nd chance, I want to be me, not being someone else or faking, I want to be me, try to reply your text faster, be there for you 24/7 and most important, appreciate our moments together. THAT'S WHAT I WANT."
YES I CRIED. BUT I DIDN'T MADE IT SOUND REALLY SIGNIFICANT CUHS I DON'T WANT HIM TO HEAR ME CRYING LIKE DOUCHE. UGH. I CRIED CUHS IT WAS TOUCHING. GRR :3
Okay, jiwang di pagi almost tengahari.
oh yea, going to practice at 12 later!
But I guess the members in the same crew with me doesn't care about me at all.
All of them are only thinking about themselves. Not telling me what songs should we dance, what's the new step, what's this what's that.
Ugh what am I a rock or air?
WHAT IS AIR?
Air is fart and fart is woman and woman is kitchen and kitchen is chicken and chicken is salmon and salmon is tasty and tasty is tummy and tummy is butt and butt is fart and fart is air.
omg wtf is air
Lol k I think this is it.
I have to go and get ready for practice. *9 minutes left*
OKAY BYE! Salam 5 Syawal.
-BB(;
Happy Eid Mubarak :)
Ola senor y senorita!
Happy Eid Mubarak to everyone especially the Muslims.
May your Eid this year will be more fun and meaningful than the past years.
Love from meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee: Hartzlin :3
Hehehe. Well, I didn't went to any house today.
Cuhs someone didn't told me that he's going to an open house.
Tiapa kau bang.
So, for the entire day, all I did was sleeping. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping silently in the afternoon while my eldest brother went to an open house without me! Oh and my second bro too, hihi.
Like seriously, I mean, how could you?!!
HOW COULD YOU FORGOT US BOTH?!!!!
I'm MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.
Hah, lol nah kidding. I love you bro.
Ngeh, it's 6:32pm. Masi lagi terang ni di luar.
It's not like 6, it's like 5 or something.
Hmm, doesn't seem to be like this last year.
Oh well, I'm not a meteorologist, or whatever related with the universe earth.....kinda...
K WHAT AM I TALKING....
Chilling at my room with chrysanthemum drink.
I know it's hard to spell and pronounce right?
You know, while I was typing that 'word', I looked back to check whether I spell it right or not.
Yes, I'm going to make sure that I spell it right, not wrong but right, I mean correct.
Spelling bee spelling bee spelling bee.....
Hah, still remember 3 years ago. Back then I'm still a primary student.
Me, Nella, Darren and Matthew were picked to represent our school(Yuk Yin) for the 'Spelling Bee' competition at Sk Pekan.
I got lots of memorable memories with the 3 of them. I still remember when we tried to search hard words and picked one of us to spell it. Yea it was kinda fun, we learned to spell it right.
Not trying to be an arrogant person but once you joined spelling bee, you'll never be tired of spelling instead, you'll love it.
yes i love spelling, so what......
And your spelling speed increase, jyeahh.
's-u-p-e-r-c-a-l-i-f-r-a-g-i-l-i-s-t-i-c-e-x-p-i-a-l-i-d-o-c-i-o-u-s: supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!'
HAHAHAHAHA im su pah fa ni.
Alright, it's almost 7.
Yes yes yes I haven't take my shower, yet...
But still I smell good. Yeah of course, cuhs I didn't went under the sun this afternoon. There's no wondering why I still smell very good cuhs I do, every time. *perasan*
Puhleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee angel -.-
Okay, I guess we're ending here.
huhuhuhuhuxxx.....
LOL.
So yeah, till then guys. Hm I don't know when.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Once again, Happy Eid Mubarak everyone! Love, meeeee :3
-BB(;
Hartzlin Vanzvanessa♥
A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believe in the smile on your face.
My parents has stated my name Hartzlin Vanzvanessa since I was born. 14 years of age. Asian, Land below the wind. Sm Ken Hwa, Keningau. I'm a wannabe pianist, potterhead, die-hard Liverpool fan, chewing-machine, part-time singer and dancer, twitter addict and a maniac. When I'm bummed, God always there for me. He never leave me behind. I'm going to tell everybody that I love my most awesome God, Jesus Christ, most hilariously epic Idang/Edang family, my besties who are very wild failed yet handsome gorgeous senor senorita and my most joker a.k.a funny ass awesome yet insanely cute and humble bboy boyfriend. Yes, I'm officially taken by Brovell Arbel Brocyleo. I love him and he loves me, fullstop.
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