Busy bee.
Er, hello me blog.
Oh my crackers, I've been really busy this week.
Busy with school, co-cum, housework.
But mostly school and co-cum.
I don't have enough time to spend it with my family.
Everyday I end up doing homework and not a single word that come out from my mouth to talk to them.
It's really awkward and sad.
Oh well.....
Except for the time to go to school and dinner time.
Yesterday, my cousin and his girlfriend a.k.a c nayang punya kakak sent me to school.
oh damn i'm super late yesterday,
Went inside the class, passed up my work and teacher scold at me and gave me demerit.
'Cause I haven't complete my essay.
Oh well.....
Okay people let's talk something else.
Next Saturday got Dance competition: 18/02/2012
Venue: Keningau Mall
Oh my, I'm nervous. I only know 5 to 7 steps I think.
Confuse aye?
Hahahaha. I'm one of the Exbop dance crew now. My brother told me to. He said I need to dance like them and run the Exrus dance crew generation.
HA!
Aren't you laughing right now?
'Cause a fat girl like me doesn't worth to dance like the pros.
Well excuse me for that, biatch.
Who said a fatty can't dance. Did you watch So you think you can Dance? Got 2 sister. 1 is thin and 1 is fat. But seriously in oh my gosh expression: That fat lady is sick. She dance amazing and superbly awesome. That movement from her is, unbelievable. You can't imagine it.
Don't judge a book by it's cover.
Aights, another something to tell.
This week is the scout camp.
Kem Keahlian dan Kem Lencana Usaha.
No outsiders, no rover scouts. Just teachers and the seniors.
Oh, I feel like, it seems no protection. No bunch of people. No loud and funny jokes from the rover scouts.
But it's okay, still got the seniors. :)
The camp is on Saturday 'cause on Saturday, we got an extra class for the exchange events.
I forgot about the exchange events but, who cares?
I just can't wait for the camping. Weeeeeeeee.
And and this week got dance practice.
See people, aren't my life are busy like the bees? Ugh.
Even though I'm busy and stress, I still can live it up like a normal no stress person.
Now, my life got bit of looseness.
Thank, God. I miss my family so much, and I miss you too, God.
It seems like 2012 is giving me a pressure.
I sleep late and I wake early.
How awesome is that?
If I sleep early, I end up waking very late.
So the must follow fact is 'sleep late and wake early'.
It really works. Yeah, I've tried.
Okay, so today I met Sayrah,
and debate practice starts next week, she said.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
I just can't get enough.
Oh oh oh! I can't wait for it. I wanna know how the real debate is.
Not like the debate in class. That's sucks for realz.
I wanna live, real audience, real panel and the thing inside the debating.
I really really want to know deep about it.
Ha, I hope I can in the debate.
Amen.
Twitting while blogging right now.
Tweet message with lora ze cute one.
She's there for me, always.
I'm a twitter freak now, twitter addiction. I can't stand if I didn't open my twitter for only one day. I must check it.
MUST.
Yeah, you like my new song?
It reminds me of him. Reminds me back on 24th January.
My crush stayed at my house.
That time, we're from aunt Julie's house. So they followed back to here, and they drank those beer like there's no tomorrow.
But he don't.
At first we talked at aunt Julie's house, before we go back home.
Second time was at my house. He smiled at me and teased me.
^ My fav part :)
Third, we started to talk and that time I cooked maggi for the other boys.
And lots, but I'm lazy write all of it.
Oh crush, do you feel the same way like I do?
Oh quit the crap angel. He wont like you 'cause you're fucking ugly.
Ugly duckling, yes.
I'm a nub and nerdy. No boys want a nub and nerdy girl. Just some of them.
Someone that except who really you are, not look from your outer but inner.
That's what I want,
and I know my crush is also like that too.
But seriously he doesn't even like me.
*Sound of a violin*
I'm sad. Very, very, sad. I can't help it.
It's 11:14 pm and I haven't went to bed yet.
Done with my Chinese homework. No other homework.
Oh yeah, Science! Hmm, nah, I'm too lazy for that. I'll do it tomorrow. We only go to the Lab when it's Science time.
Doing a seedling experiment.
I still remember that experiment. Did it back then in 2010, when I was 12.
Our group did the best seedling experiment ever.
Ze tallest and ze healthiest seedlings. Woop woop!
*LOL*
Okay. I'm off. Wanna tweet with the lunatics:
Lora, Adib and Eric.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Till then fellas!
Goodnight, don't let the bugs bite. xx
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: High School ♥, My Life, ohana♥
Moment of a life TIME.
GOOD MORNING.
*British accent: ON!*
So, yesterday was a mini sports day for our school, or in Malay called 'sukantara'.
It was a really hot and sunny day in Keningau district. I can't stand the heat. *sigh*
I'm on PMS that time,
I can't run too much nor jump like a kangaroo.
I only can throw things.
Like shot put.
First attempt:
I stepped in, I took the put and it's freakin' heavy like I'm lifting a 2 ton put. shit.
So, I exercised and I threw the put. Well, jauh juga ba.
After finished my first attempt, I began to relax.
Second attempt:
Teacher Jessica called me to try for the second time and I really don't want but I can't denied it.
She pulled me and teach me how to throw the put.
'Jangan ketawa. Cikgu tau la cikgu ni kecil bukan macam kau, basar.'
Okay, that's funny. HAHAHAHA.
I laughed my asses off when she said like that, it sounded really cute when said like that to me.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
So I threw the put with the technique, and it's getting far.
Teacher Januarius said I can practice for school sports day later.
But I'm not strong enough. Fuuuu.
Whatever, I'll just try.
After that, Sharon and me went to the pavilion for rest 'cause we felt our blood were dripping.
i know it sounded really icky,
but this is how PMS really are.
It slowly drip, then it flows faster like the waterfall.
Oh God, it hurts.
Don't think that I'm a horny girl.
Well, excuse me for that.
I didn't ran, nor jumped. Then, we went to the upper pavilion and chatted with my millions of friends.
Talking about millions of friends, Sophia didn't went to complex yesterday.
Curse you kumen! HAHAHA.
Only Sharon and Favianny were my partner yesterday, and Yan with her friend that I forgot her name.
Behind me were the crazy senior of Ken Hwa.
Dorang c rafel la pa lagi. kik.
Aih, they were loud and really funny at the same time. I laughed every single of the jokes.
Damn, they're so funny.
I think after they finished school I'll be missing their jokes. *sigh*
Er, I'm thinking of something right now.
It's hard to explain and I have no one to express with.
You know what I mean right?
Mixed feelings. Yeah.
Do you ever feel, like, when you had a huge crush on someone and you have no idea if he's crushing on you too.
That's what on my mind right now.
Maybe yesterday he fell in with someone, one of my girlfriends.
She ran yesterday, and maybe he saw her and posted something on his profile 'i love you~'.
Yeah, maybe it's her.
That's okay, I know I'm an ugly beast.
I'm still young and immature. I should keep quite and continue studying.
I still remember that day I met him for the first time.
We didn't talk, but we smiled on each other.
The second time we met was at canteen.
I was talking to Rudy a.k.a the tokek man/metek and he interrupted our conversation.
That time, my heart beat fast.
you guys may tease me right now, but i know that it's a lie when you never felt like this before. everybody does, including me.
So don't talk shit if you don't want to be run over a car by me.
Run bitch, run.
Off now.
Deep thoughts are only for my free time.
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: High School ♥, My Life
Happy happy 18th birthday, Harry Styles ♥
Happy happy happy birthday to you Harry the curly.
Awe, I wish I can say like that to you.
Oh in your dreams angel. I pray every night that I can meet them one day.
oh yeah.
No one should give a damn about it. What? You jelly? Go ahead. You can be jelly as long as you want.
i don't give a fu about you guys.
So yeah. Wishing you once again, happy 18th birthday Harry Styles.
I love you like I love you all. ♥
xx
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: biggestFAN♥
Busy bee.
Er, hello me blog.
Oh my crackers, I've been really busy this week.
Busy with school, co-cum, housework.
But mostly school and co-cum.
I don't have enough time to spend it with my family.
Everyday I end up doing homework and not a single word that come out from my mouth to talk to them.
It's really awkward and sad.
Oh well.....
Except for the time to go to school and dinner time.
Yesterday, my cousin and his girlfriend a.k.a c nayang punya kakak sent me to school.
oh damn i'm super late yesterday,
Went inside the class, passed up my work and teacher scold at me and gave me demerit.
'Cause I haven't complete my essay.
Oh well.....
Okay people let's talk something else.
Next Saturday got Dance competition: 18/02/2012
Venue: Keningau Mall
Oh my, I'm nervous. I only know 5 to 7 steps I think.
Confuse aye?
Hahahaha. I'm one of the Exbop dance crew now. My brother told me to. He said I need to dance like them and run the Exrus dance crew generation.
HA!
Aren't you laughing right now?
'Cause a fat girl like me doesn't worth to dance like the pros.
Well excuse me for that, biatch.
Who said a fatty can't dance. Did you watch So you think you can Dance? Got 2 sister. 1 is thin and 1 is fat. But seriously in oh my gosh expression: That fat lady is sick. She dance amazing and superbly awesome. That movement from her is, unbelievable. You can't imagine it.
Don't judge a book by it's cover.
Aights, another something to tell.
This week is the scout camp.
Kem Keahlian dan Kem Lencana Usaha.
No outsiders, no rover scouts. Just teachers and the seniors.
Oh, I feel like, it seems no protection. No bunch of people. No loud and funny jokes from the rover scouts.
But it's okay, still got the seniors. :)
The camp is on Saturday 'cause on Saturday, we got an extra class for the exchange events.
I forgot about the exchange events but, who cares?
I just can't wait for the camping. Weeeeeeeee.
And and this week got dance practice.
See people, aren't my life are busy like the bees? Ugh.
Even though I'm busy and stress, I still can live it up like a normal no stress person.
Now, my life got bit of looseness.
Thank, God. I miss my family so much, and I miss you too, God.
It seems like 2012 is giving me a pressure.
I sleep late and I wake early.
How awesome is that?
If I sleep early, I end up waking very late.
So the must follow fact is 'sleep late and wake early'.
It really works. Yeah, I've tried.
Okay, so today I met Sayrah,
and debate practice starts next week, she said.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
I just can't get enough.
Oh oh oh! I can't wait for it. I wanna know how the real debate is.
Not like the debate in class. That's sucks for realz.
I wanna live, real audience, real panel and the thing inside the debating.
I really really want to know deep about it.
Ha, I hope I can in the debate.
Amen.
Twitting while blogging right now.
Tweet message with lora ze cute one.
She's there for me, always.
I'm a twitter freak now, twitter addiction. I can't stand if I didn't open my twitter for only one day. I must check it.
MUST.
Yeah, you like my new song?
It reminds me of him. Reminds me back on 24th January.
My crush stayed at my house.
That time, we're from aunt Julie's house. So they followed back to here, and they drank those beer like there's no tomorrow.
But he don't.
At first we talked at aunt Julie's house, before we go back home.
Second time was at my house. He smiled at me and teased me.
^ My fav part :)
Third, we started to talk and that time I cooked maggi for the other boys.
And lots, but I'm lazy write all of it.
Oh crush, do you feel the same way like I do?
Oh quit the crap angel. He wont like you 'cause you're fucking ugly.
Ugly duckling, yes.
I'm a nub and nerdy. No boys want a nub and nerdy girl. Just some of them.
Someone that except who really you are, not look from your outer but inner.
That's what I want,
and I know my crush is also like that too.
But seriously he doesn't even like me.
*Sound of a violin*
I'm sad. Very, very, sad. I can't help it.
It's 11:14 pm and I haven't went to bed yet.
Done with my Chinese homework. No other homework.
Oh yeah, Science! Hmm, nah, I'm too lazy for that. I'll do it tomorrow. We only go to the Lab when it's Science time.
Doing a seedling experiment.
I still remember that experiment. Did it back then in 2010, when I was 12.
Our group did the best seedling experiment ever.
Ze tallest and ze healthiest seedlings. Woop woop!
*LOL*
Okay. I'm off. Wanna tweet with the lunatics:
Lora, Adib and Eric.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Till then fellas!
Goodnight, don't let the bugs bite. xx
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: High School ♥, My Life, ohana♥
Moment of a life TIME.
GOOD MORNING.
*British accent: ON!*
So, yesterday was a mini sports day for our school, or in Malay called 'sukantara'.
It was a really hot and sunny day in Keningau district. I can't stand the heat. *sigh*
I'm on PMS that time,
I can't run too much nor jump like a kangaroo.
I only can throw things.
Like shot put.
First attempt:
I stepped in, I took the put and it's freakin' heavy like I'm lifting a 2 ton put. shit.
So, I exercised and I threw the put. Well, jauh juga ba.
After finished my first attempt, I began to relax.
Second attempt:
Teacher Jessica called me to try for the second time and I really don't want but I can't denied it.
She pulled me and teach me how to throw the put.
'Jangan ketawa. Cikgu tau la cikgu ni kecil bukan macam kau, basar.'
Okay, that's funny. HAHAHAHA.
I laughed my asses off when she said like that, it sounded really cute when said like that to me.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
So I threw the put with the technique, and it's getting far.
Teacher Januarius said I can practice for school sports day later.
But I'm not strong enough. Fuuuu.
Whatever, I'll just try.
After that, Sharon and me went to the pavilion for rest 'cause we felt our blood were dripping.
i know it sounded really icky,
but this is how PMS really are.
It slowly drip, then it flows faster like the waterfall.
Oh God, it hurts.
Don't think that I'm a horny girl.
Well, excuse me for that.
I didn't ran, nor jumped. Then, we went to the upper pavilion and chatted with my millions of friends.
Talking about millions of friends, Sophia didn't went to complex yesterday.
Curse you kumen! HAHAHA.
Only Sharon and Favianny were my partner yesterday, and Yan with her friend that I forgot her name.
Behind me were the crazy senior of Ken Hwa.
Dorang c rafel la pa lagi. kik.
Aih, they were loud and really funny at the same time. I laughed every single of the jokes.
Damn, they're so funny.
I think after they finished school I'll be missing their jokes. *sigh*
Er, I'm thinking of something right now.
It's hard to explain and I have no one to express with.
You know what I mean right?
Mixed feelings. Yeah.
Do you ever feel, like, when you had a huge crush on someone and you have no idea if he's crushing on you too.
That's what on my mind right now.
Maybe yesterday he fell in with someone, one of my girlfriends.
She ran yesterday, and maybe he saw her and posted something on his profile 'i love you~'.
Yeah, maybe it's her.
That's okay, I know I'm an ugly beast.
I'm still young and immature. I should keep quite and continue studying.
I still remember that day I met him for the first time.
We didn't talk, but we smiled on each other.
The second time we met was at canteen.
I was talking to Rudy a.k.a the tokek man/metek and he interrupted our conversation.
That time, my heart beat fast.
you guys may tease me right now, but i know that it's a lie when you never felt like this before. everybody does, including me.
So don't talk shit if you don't want to be run over a car by me.
Run bitch, run.
Off now.
Deep thoughts are only for my free time.
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: High School ♥, My Life
Happy happy 18th birthday, Harry Styles ♥
Happy happy happy birthday to you Harry the curly.
Awe, I wish I can say like that to you.
Oh in your dreams angel. I pray every night that I can meet them one day.
oh yeah.
No one should give a damn about it. What? You jelly? Go ahead. You can be jelly as long as you want.
i don't give a fu about you guys.
So yeah. Wishing you once again, happy 18th birthday Harry Styles.
I love you like I love you all. ♥
xx
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: biggestFAN♥
Hartzlin Vanzvanessa♥
A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believe in the smile on your face.
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My parents has stated my name Hartzlin Vanzvanessa since I was born. 14 years of age. Asian, Land below the wind. Sm Ken Hwa, Keningau. I'm a wannabe pianist, potterhead, die-hard Liverpool fan, chewing-machine, part-time singer and dancer, twitter addict and a maniac. When I'm bummed, God always there for me. He never leave me behind. I'm going to tell everybody that I love my most awesome God, Jesus Christ, most hilariously epic Idang/Edang family, my besties who are very wild failed yet handsome gorgeous senor senorita and my most joker a.k.a funny ass awesome yet insanely cute and humble bboy boyfriend. Yes, I'm officially taken by Brovell Arbel Brocyleo. I love him and he loves me, fullstop.
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