You're nothing but a blithering idiot.
Shalom. Happy Blessed Sunday everyone :)
Sunday, is a holy day, and I shouldn't cursing people but I can't stand it. But you, YOU! You're the one who talking back with a bag full of shit. Stop talking nonsense at my bro's back you ass.
Improper girl, you should be inside the trash right now.
Did God tell you to do that? No!
Did Satan tell you to do that? Yes!
Well go to hell now bitch!
Wow. I cursed too much. Fuck that girl. I hope one day, karma strikes you back for that, and yeah, what I'm saying now is a prayer. Amen.
Now, all I have to think is the moment of truth. It's tonight. Damn. It's 5:17 p.m and I haven't make a decision yet. What am I going to say to him? Oh man. This is tough.
REAL TOUGH.
Am I going to say: Yes!
Or am I going to say: No!
I don't even know which one I'm going to say to him tonight.
Ah, darn it!
I think I'm going to say: Yes:)
You know why?..
'Cause I don't want to loose him anymore like on September 2. I made a big mistake in my entire epic life of intensity. He's the one for me and no one will dispute about me and him. I love him and I miss him. After I broke up with him I never saw him at Church again.
October came and everything looks wonderful. But I still remember him in my mind, full filled, even though I like somebody else like FY, I still love and miss him truly eff much.
Then on October 24, suddenly I remember him. I was like: What the hell am I thinking about him? Ugh, this is suck! Oh lord I miss him so much!
That's when I started calling his foster brother, Febian. We talked about him and told Febian that I miss him so much. He told me that it was all my fault 'cause I'm the one who dumped him. Wow, sucks to be me. I know right? Huh. But he said he'll helped me. So I let him helped me to get together with him back.
Well, it's not that easy by the way.
I've gone too many problems after that. Problems here problems there problems that. Stress man. I almost die of stress. Seriously, you don't how I survive with my stress life that time.
Thank God 'cause it's already over. Hallelujah.
And also Febian. tehee;3
Now we're texting. Text text text and text. Yeah, I love him for sure and I will never let him go no matter what happens.
Tonight is the night! I'm going to say Yes for him and also Princess Diary II!
Labels: My Life, xoxoforever♥
To you, everything's funny.
02:13 p.m
Hi! I love you too FY ♥ hoho.
Okay. He told me that he'll buy me big apple if I go to KK this holiday. Amen-amen! I want big apple superrrrrrrr much! Oh yeah and I miss drinking starbucks. Ah darn. tapun-tapun.
Today's event? Rosary prayer. Families come and pray together with us. Wooooooo~ Let this month of rosary be perfect and the other Catholics will do the same.
Lord, hear my prayers. Amen :)
00:04 a.m
Haven't sleep yet. The 5 boys are playing DOTA. They shouted like monkeys. omg. I don't know what the hell am I going to do now. My tummy's rumbling and I want to eaaaaaaaaaaaat! I'm starving. Then I called my foster sister Evlin to accompany me to go to the kitchen.
She's starving too. Well.
Mari makaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!
After finish eating, rest for awhile. We watched the boys playing dota. Listened to their screams of madness because one of em' gotten FIRST BLOOD and DOUBLE KILL.
Hahaha. wow. Can't believe that I know that two words.
I don't play this "dota" game.
But.........
I play cs and gta. Oh yeah.
My ultimate favorite games ever! But it's been format from the cp, and it's all gone. After I knew it was been format, wow. My heart was broken.
:/
*Violin is playing*
10:17 a.m
Hey! This was been drafted last night. I fell asleep. lol. Now what am I doing? Nothing. Nothing at all except for blogging and watching tele : Jungle Book 2:) Haha.
Mom is the one who open the channel. She loves Jungle Book 'cause she said the cartoon is funny.
I just watched the advertisement in Disney Channel. Tomorrow plays the old movie:
Princess Diary II : The Royal Engagement
Yeay! Finally! Miss that movie so much♥
Nella texted me. She would try to go to that new food bar shop beside the servay. Yes I would like to go to that food bar shop. It looks like fun and delicious. *Well maybe. duh.*
Kay. I'm off. Bye.
Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life, ohana♥, xoxoforever♥
Pain takes over.
Ouch! My tooth hurt. Darn you double tooth.
Oh yea hi. ouch, again. :/
Pain takes over. Ouch. Again! Sorry ya'll. I just can't face this pain. The same with heart broken pain.
*sound of a mirror cracks*
Tonight schedule huh? Maybe I'm going to Mei Qi's party at Honeysweet. What should I wear for tonight? Uh, casual. That's it. I'm on!
I'm not a too feminine person. Am a bit of tomboy-ish.
Yea seriously.
I don't like wearin' make-ups, I hate wearin' heels. I wear dress but only in some events and I don't like tight shirts. euw. Like prostitute.
But........
I love flats, i love sneakers, bags, era cap, straw or cowboy hat, hustla tees, skinny jeans, leggings, 17mag, bracelets, necklace and all of it. And yea, I kinda in to boys thing such as skating, yea some like that. But the fact is I'm in to boys thing. That's it.
Okay. I'm off. Take bath first then head to her party.
Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life
Kiss mah' asswad.
Ola! Shalom! Hello! Hai!
It's 11:48 p.m. Weeeeeeeeeeee~ Finally 30 followers. I'm so happy 'bout it. Haha. Yet it's still good though. Thank you for those who are following me! I love you guys♥ awee:)
Tomorrow is holiday. So yeah, Happy Deepavali for the Indians. Yeah, I'm not including with those kind of racism people. *take note!* I respect everybody with different races or religions and yeah, we are all a part of God's great big family. Eh wait, isn't that 'We are the World' lyrics? lol. Good. I'm being pious now. Banyak pahala lah nhe. bulih tahan c angel. hoho.
Oh yeah, about this Friday. Forgot to tell you guys. Registration newly form 1 students for 2012 are coming. Let us see who's trippin' with their fake big ass. Don't mess with me aights? You're just 12 and I'm 13. I don't care if you're taller than me or shorter than me, you guys just don't understand what is the meaning of respect and well-behave. Don't you guys? You ain't aye? No you ain't. Well by that if you don't,
kiss mah' asswad biatch.
Maybe on recess time I'll check if you and your gang are there. Please don't show off like you're a real teen already. I confess that I'm still not a teen until I reach 14. The official teen years. Actually, 13 are still count a kid but processing to become a teen. Sure I can't wait for my real teen life next year. You know what, when I first entered SM Ken Hwa, it's like, I felt small to everyone but not with my friend cuhs I'm effin' tall duh. *perasan* I kept my well-behave attitude when I entered high school. Like I said, if you're already in to high school, please don't show off your fake big ass attitude. If you do, well, I'm going to say that you'll gonna be hated by us and the other seniors, and the teachers. I guarantee, 100%.
Back to my life. Oh yeah, exam result? Got it! But not sure. My Chinese passed without I'm cheating! It's 41! lmfao ;p Thanks to my Chinese2 I got 29 marks cuhs my Chinese1 only 12 marks. Cool story bro -.- But almost of my subject were be on the skids. Ah darn! History got 57. Last exam got 62. Nooooooooooo. Maybe I didn't study too hard. Hmm, it's okay. Still pass though. All I need is PASS!
Now what? I'm rapping. Not rapping in the bad way. I meant rapping in singing. Hoho. Stereo Hearts - Gym Class Heroes ft. Adam Levine and Travie McCoy :) Practicing rapping. *Travie's rap is hard!* But I follow Avery's cover of rap. Yeah, kinda easy. Travie's kinda hip. It's for me to rap with those hip tongue cuhs I don't have one. Nyahahahahahihihihahaha! *Flap Jack's laugh*
It's 00:20 a.m. It's Wednesday now. naa, Happy Deepavali again! ;D
What am I suppose to do? Sleep? Yeah, good idea. Night! :)
Labels: High School ♥, My Life
Insanity is officially ON!
Yoooooo peepos! Hahah. I'm super superbly hyperactive now! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Insanity is officially ON! Fuck yeah. xD
Mission Accomplished! And by that exam is over babey! Oh yeahh.
Tambunan tomorrow! Yipeeee but still jealous of sinta, nella and nadine. Uh, they all're going to Ranau without me. I'm terribly jealous. *sigh*
So yeah, today was ERT and Civic (as I told on yesterday's post) and it was easy tipsy. The one is like cooking and knitting and the other one is moral values and intolerance. Daily life, that's it.
Pack mah' things tomorrow. lol. I don't know why tomorrow. Maybe I'm just too lazy to pack early and enjoy this hyperactive moments in front of my lappy. Listenin' to song, yahoo-ing and I'm desperate to go to KK 'cause I want to watch Paranormal Activity 3.
Omg. I watched the movie trailer and it was so Scary but awesome though.
Seriously I wanted to go KK so bad. If I pass my driving test by mom, I'll be driving to KK with mah' friendzoes now.
DRIVING LIKE A BOSS.
Oh yeah. I'm still in the mood of omegle tonight. So I found this guy from UK but he disconnected me. Ass you racist british boy, but still I love Britain♥
Then I met a guy name Joseph. He's from Florida.
We're talking and talking. Later on, he asked me "do you have a boyfriend? Just asking:)"
So I replied "nope. this kind of girl are meant to be forever alone."
HAHA! I am meant to be forever alone okay?
He wanted my picture then I gave him.
Then this:
Haha. Aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;3
I was sleepy ba tadi. ;p But now I ain't sleepy already. TEHEE.
It's 11.02 pm, I'm lookin' for somethin' dumb to do. Hey F.Y, I think I wanna punch your face! -.-
Jyeahhh, his shit attitude is back. No more text from him, not even a single call. Imma like: Dude? I got a heart too you know? FEELINGS! Not you're the only one have it. Fag.
*Sound of the sad song*
I rather be blind than looking at your face. It hurts me to see your face. Now, in this very time, my hyper, happy hyper mood had gone. It blew away 'cause all of a sudden I think about you. That is horrible. Terribly.
Hmm kay night. Need some rest.
*Off to bed with stress all over my mind*
Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life, ohana♥
2 more left and insanity is officially ON!
Sup peepos! I'm hyper tonight 'cause tomorrow is the last day of exam. After that, FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
See, how hyper am I? Like infinity to beyond insanity! lol. Jyeaah, after this exam gonna give back all those form 1 books and next year will get the form 2 books. *Upgrade!* Up to form 2 next year. Cool. Imma like an ASS. Hahah. Man idk what I'm sayin' right now 'cause am too hyper, hyperactive. Woooooooooooo.
Yodele hee hoo~ Yodele hee hoo~ I'm yodeling. I'm an Irish! Hahahahahahah! What the heck am I sayin' man? I don't get it. Seriously. Lmfao k. Stop it. Um, actually, this Saturday, me, lala, nadine, sinta and her family are going to Ranau! But I can't go 'cause I'm going back to Tambunan. Awwwwwwwwww :( Oh well, sokaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Go ahead guys. I'll be alright. tehee.
While they're going to Ranau, I'm going to my hometown! Tambunan! Ahhhhh! But only 2 nights and 1 day. Still, I'll wait for December! Oh yeah baby. Katam-katam, bunga api, mandi sungai, tarik tali karabau, naik karabau, pigi membeli d pekan *jalan kaki tau!* and lots! Load of lots!
Can't wait for it!
Next month got the All Souls Day. Like usual, go back to Tanaki, Tambunan and clean my grandparents and uncle's grave. Huh, how I miss them so much :'( ♥
Before I proceed, let's take a look of my activities tonight/just now.
Imma like: You're so horny. Aren't you suppose to do something more useful than doing that? Puh-lease biatch.
People these days. tsk tsk tsk. *shook head*
Lol idk what I'm sayin' this ^
It's Omegle time! I got bored. Then the omegle word appear in my mind as fast as lightning. WOAH. Therefore, I went to chat with motherfvcking strangers. I got this boy from UK! AWE! He's so sweet but we were disconnected by the internet line. Ugh. I'm so mad with.
p/s: Don't get close to me when I'm mad. *Reminder:)*
Okay. Enough saying. Tomorrow's ERT and Civic. Good luck for me!
Nights♥
Labels: High School ♥, My Life, ohana♥
Facing with the real of reality.
Hello.
Final examination had start since last Friday. Bm2 and History were done! Tomorrow Moral, Psv2 and Bm1. Gonna study tonight. Wooooo! :D
Um, I'm facing with struggles now.
SHIT HAPPENS -.-
I don't know how am I gonna face this. I can't turn back 'cause it's too late now. Maybe this was God plan for my family and me. It never happen before, and now it happens, well, face it. Face it with the steady way. But I just can't man. I'm not tryin' to show off but, this reality is killin' me and and I don't know what to do except for praying to Jesus Christ my Lord.
K, I'm off. Bye.
Labels: My Life, ohana♥
You guise wanna make me puke more.
Good morning creatures! Today's the last day of holiday. Oh wtf school tomorrow. Beeb -.-"
Oh yea, you guise do make me puke even more. Ugh, seriously man, stop trippin' like you got a big sexy ass there. You all are still young, it's like you all know everything than us, by us, I mean 13 years and above. But yea, I'm proud that you got your mature attitude already.
Well, some of it.
DUHHHHHHHHHH.
Just like Sophia post on her blog, "pandai begaya sudah". Haha. I know right? Yea you all do, especially the girls. I even thought that you're older than me. I was like: "WOOOOOOOW, you're tall. Can't believe it." That is rad cool.
Hmm, lemme tell you something that I dislike.
You're all great, nice and heck pretty. Yeah. But, stop copying from others will you? You get aye? The seniors here doesn't like it very non-likely much. Get it.
Okay, I'm done with those things. Now, am a gonna start to talk about school. Wehooooo! lol.
My geography folio haven't done yet, the pictures of the Taman Luagan stalls had inadvertently deleted by a friend. Darn, how will we suppose to be done if everything are all slipped over? I don't want to capture all of the stalls there, alone and everyone's watching me. *I'm shy person. That's why.*
Ugh, again, stress thinking. Geography folio 100% haven't done, exam is getting near, and it is on Friday. Yes, this week Friday, 14/10/2011.
Friday exam subjects: Bm2, Sejarah, KH, Sivik.
And heck hell, I hate Bm so much.
All I have to do now is study and study. Study and study for Final Examination for Semester 2. The most is Bm and Chinese I have to study harder 'cause both of it are the subjects that I hate for my entire life. Yeah, I'm confessing now. I do hate Bm and Chinese. Totally.
I don't know what to do now. Gonna be insane later. Sh*t ass piss fart.
K, chao amigos!
Labels: High School ♥, kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life
Greatest day ever. 08102011♥
Hey guys!
Omg this is the greatest day of my life. *Not entirely.*
So yeah, today nadine, nella and i went to library for revision 'cause final examination are getting near. Lucky us still got time to revise. Haha.
Inside, we started talking. *Yeah we're maniacs. Lots of mouth.* Then this security woman shh-d us. Oh okay. So we started our revision while earphone is on! That's the way, uh huh uh huh, I like it, uh huh uh huh. lol. Nella's doing her geography folio while nadine and meh' were studying history. Study and study for an hour, nadine's complaining. She wanted to buy candies.
Okay okay skip it off I can't wait to tell what's going to happen next.
After all the happening, I studied alone while both of them chatting. Suddenly they called me, and I was like "apaa?". Nadine said "tngu blkng kau buduu!" Nella added "c FY! *His code name. lmfao.* So I turned around, awee! It's him! But that time he was looking in front. I can't see his face clearly. Darn it. Hmm, oh well. He doesn't care about me at all.
Nadine: Teii, drg p ambi bag tu.
Me: Ya ka? mana?
Nadine: Tuu. HAHAH!
Me: Tda nmpk ba.
Nella: Ada tu. Kau tnggu ja.
*They out from lockers section*
Me: Uii wtf. *turn back to book*
The N's: HAHAH!
Me: Sial kamu!
Nadine: Babi kau tei. HAHA!
Nella: Naa drg jalan sdh tu.
Me: *Turns back* mana?
Nadine: Naa mencari juga.
Me: Misti la ba sot. aiyaa drg jalan sdh. haih. berla. :(
The N's: Ololooooo~
Me: Diam kamu! *bumped my head on the table*
Then he texted me: "Hey!"
Woah, I don't have any credit man. So I rq-d him and other friend but it's no use. I asked nadine but she's only left with 60 cents and nella have to use her 1 ringgit to call her mom. Ahh. Hell. Nella and nadine were out to canteen. Left me alone. Like a dush. Oh I'm alone in a cold big room surrounded by pmr, spm and stpm's students. Study smart, don't blast your brain. Pffft I don't know what I'm sayin' right now.
I put my phone inside my stationary case. 5 minutes later, I checked it and got 1 text message and 1 missed call. Text from my cousin Gwen and missed call from 'FY'. Huh? Called me huh? Hmm, great. *Pretending that I didn't care that time*
He called me again, but this time I answered.
*Answered*
Me:Hello?
FY: He....*Tuuuuuuut* - No line connection sound.
Oh damn it. -,- I ain't satisfied with it. It's been 30 minutes since The N's disappear. We are this two mouseketeer?
*5 minutes later....*
They were back from unknown world. It's 2 o'clock and we're going home. At home, FY texted me: "Hey?" Oh, mencari kau gaman. Hahaha. Rq-d my bro's girlfriend and then I text him. Text and text. Laugh and laugh. Hmm, miss this moment with him. Thank you God for hearing my prayers. Amen :)
Went to church just now. After church we went to Pizza Hut for take away. While waiting, my bro was talking with the staffs at there. I heard they said beside me is Intan Ladyana. And I was like: "Betul ba?" The staff said: "Tu, tingu la." Turned around and it was Intan Ladyana! Cool. Lucky me. Pfffft tataik -,-" itu pun mau bangga. Eee c bodoh.
Intan is gorgeous! Lovin' her style, the figure! Ergh man with her friend which she's wearin' her red vans shoes. Oh gosh! Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! It's vans man! Wowowowowowowow cool. They're shooting for their (Shaheizy Sam, Intan Ladyana, Yana Samsudin) new movie "Bini-biniku Gangster". But seriously, walaupun kamu artis, pizza kami lagi awal siap daripada kamu. Ohooooo~ Noobhan toii!
After that countinue texting with him, until now. But he told me to go to sleep. Hee. So yea, I should go.
Best day ever(;
Bye, Night♥
Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life, ohana♥, xoxoforever♥
Late night thinking.
Hey. It's 00:48 a.m. It's 7th October. Hooo. Who's there with me? No one? Oh, you guys go sleep ahead. I'll be there soon. lol.
I don't know why I stay up late like this 'cause whenever the clock strikes 10, I'll be sleeping. But now, I don't, and I'm figuring it out, why? Why am I staying late like this? 'Cause it's holiday. Yea it's holiday but still I sleep early if holiday. Unless if my cousins are here, then there will be no early sleep. Weirdo like me deserve to sleep late. Uh, well, maybe. Ugh, what am I thinking? Him? Well brain, stop thinking bout him 'cause you're hurting my feelings man. Damn.
Until now I didn't touch the Facts about Him♥ book. I only touch my diary. Er, well maybe this sound kinda awkward but, I never wrote about boys in my diary before. Lmfao. Ew, I felt disgusting man. Wtfshit -,- epic cool. Almost every page of my diary are written about him.
And it's all about him him him him him, and it's all about me me me me me.
Okay, ew? Hahah. I can't stop man. I can't quit yappin' around like a fool. Tomfoolery.
HA HA. HA HA HA. HA HA. HA HA HA.
Told cha' I'm a weirdo. WE-ER-DO.
Yea wow, it's 1:00 a.m., still I haven't sleep yet. I don't feel any sleepiness. Oh sweet mother of spongebob when will I SLEEP?! It's like I sleep for 30 years already and didn't have the feelings of sleepiness/tiredness. Um, good. So good. Super good. Superbly gooooooooooooooooooooooood.
Awe, I miss my cousin Boyd. Haha. He always make that gooooooooooooooooooood sound like. He's at PLKN now. He's bald and kinda looks like African before he went there even he hadn't become black yet that time. Guarantee he'll be an African after PLKN. ;D I promise. Hahaha. What kind of cousin am I? Freak? Huh, hell yeah am a freak biatch babeh. (o_O)
*Tick tock.. Tick tock.. Tick tok.. It's 1:09 a.m.*
I need my cola. Neeeeeeeeeeeeed! BRB!
Brrrrrrrrrrrr! Cola is here, with meh'! Oh yeahhh. So what am I gonna talk about? Oh oh. Last night I dreamed about Lyza talking with me. It's kinda funny though 'cause in real life we're not that close but in that dream, we're like best friend. Wow. She advise about me something.
*Something I wrote in my diary that written about boys and it's really disgusting ew.*
She said:
"Dont' be like that angel. He always talk about you if we meet. If he's with us, with Mimie and others, well his stories about you starts at that very moment of a life time. You see angel, he loves you a lot. Don't give up easily . Even though many girls wall-to-wall with him, he still think about you. So, don't stop believing okay angel?"
Wow Lyza, if you saw this you're so awesome in my dream. Haha. I can imagine that you're talking to me like that. It's like, we're not strangers, we're not just friends, we're not just best friends, it's like we're family. Cool. It's wonderful to have a great friend like that. Superbly. I'm secure.
It's 1:30 a.m. already. Everyone were asleep, left me and my two cleverly-stupid brothers, boy and ding. Boy is busy watching Just for Laughs in the study room while ding is busy searching something with his Android phone. Duh, Android. Pffffffft. Shucks. Okay I'm jealous. -,-"
Lalalala~ Lalalala laaaaaaaaaa lalalala~
Okay now I'm sleepy. K night everybody. Ninja Out!
Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life
I'm fallin' to pieces.
Goodnight Ladies and Gentlemen. *oldies comin' back!*
Take it ON!
Well it's a beautiful night, I'm lookin' for somethin' dumb to do. Hey brother, I think I wanna punch your face! Uhh, I don't know what I'm yapping about. Too bored, no one to text with. Not even a single person text with me now. *Forever Alone mood: ON*
Uh yeah, wishing all the PMR candidates good luck on your examination. May you'll be bless with wisdom and protection from God. Amen :)
Hm, talking about after PMR events, Feodora invited me to their party. I don't know if I should go or not. Ngeh, I don't have any clue. I guess I could but I ain't got no mates to go with. That's the problem now. Wuhhhhhhhh! "Party for PMR candidates" but, everyone is invited. Cool! The other mates were invited to "Prom Night After PMR." Pfffft such famous people. *If you guys saw this, you guys do popular! HAHAHA.*
See this picture above? Hah, always be. Seriously, when I creatively plan an awesome outfit to match on but when I try it, it looks like fugly ass on me. And when I match the outfit to someone else, it looks wow. Wow. Wow. And another wow, wonderful but why it looks bad on me. Fug.
Make a wish. It's 11:11 pm ;3
Party? Okay. I'll go but no promises and I don't have any money to buy those tickets. I'm not complaining but, I hope I can go. hee :D Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life
02102011:)♥
Great day today! Hee. Oh hey hey!
Tired but yea, I had fun. Today got Tamu Solidariti at SFX church. As usual, after mass, went to a restaurant. Had breakfast with family then went to tamu! Hahah :D Well, on the way to there, something embarrassing thing happened. I saw flory and lala then without the permission of my brother, suddenly I out from the car while Gerry's driving. OMG my phone was on the road then I picked up in front of people. I ran towards them. And this old lady said to me:
"Nah, mau juga keluar dari kereta kan? Kalau kau kena langgar tadi, tidak tau lah apa terjadi. Sudah tu handphone kau lagi terhempas. Mana bah mama kau nhe?"
Yo lady, stop babbling. I don't know who the heck you are but yea thanks for telling. Don't mind with my phone and where's my mom. You don't know my mom. Idgaf lady. If I meet you again, I promise I'll kill you. Nah not really, kidding. lol.
What am I doing? Currently listening to Green Day - American Idiot. Oh yeah, big fan Green Day in the house! Other than Green Day: My Chemical Romance, The All-American Rejects, Simple Plan, Mayday Parade, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and Never Shout Never are my most favorite band. Yep, I confess!
Well gtg guise. Have to go take a bath and dinner and study and iron my uniform and text and sleep. Need a lot of rests. Ah, night everybody :)
♥
Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life
Hello October♥
Hello earthlings. Happy October and Happy Saturday! :)
My crush texted me on Thursday. *Only on Thursday!* Isn't that fucked up? Only on Thursday he texted me, sayin' sorry to me whatever the sh*t piss fart things he said. Then yesterday and today he didn't text me at all! wtfgthidgaf already.
I felt hurt when we're texting for the few days. It's like you don't even care about me anymore. Why? Am I that suck to you until you don't even bother textin' with me again? Uh. It's okay. I do suck. :/ I hate you but I don't want to tell you that. I don't want you to be hurt. Let me be hurt.
Well, that was September's stories. Now let's start with a new chapter of October. Dear October, please be good. I want new things in this month. I wish for happiness, no shed tears, dad can walk easily and talk clearly, family's getting back and great results for the final exam. Amen.
Currently listening to an old song: Year 3000 - Jonas Brother. Miahaha. I'm bored kay? I got nothin' else to do. Guitar, did. Piano, did. Sing, did. Dance, super did. Listen, did. Tv, did. Vids, did. Uh, idk what else. Text? habis tempoh. haha. Only 3 person texted me. Haaaaaaaa pity aye? trololololol CID -,-"
Middle finger for the weather. Hooooooooooooooot man. Wait, gotta have a cup of stfu *iced milo xD*
*30 seconds later......*
Hey. haha. I'm back with my cup of stfu. Pfffffffft ;D In front of mah' lappy. Facebook, tumblr, blogger, jonas brothers, downloadin' movies. *sigh* Boredom takes over.
Haha, I'm out of words. There's nothing else I can say, ey eh, ey eh.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!♥ Labels: My Life
Hartzlin Vanzvanessa♥
A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believe in the smile on your face.
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My parents has stated my name Hartzlin Vanzvanessa since I was born. 14 years of age. Asian, Land below the wind. Sm Ken Hwa, Keningau. I'm a wannabe pianist, potterhead, die-hard Liverpool fan, chewing-machine, part-time singer and dancer, twitter addict and a maniac. When I'm bummed, God always there for me. He never leave me behind. I'm going to tell everybody that I love my most awesome God, Jesus Christ, most hilariously epic Idang/Edang family, my besties who are very wild failed yet handsome gorgeous senor senorita and my most joker a.k.a funny ass awesome yet insanely cute and humble bboy boyfriend. Yes, I'm officially taken by Brovell Arbel Brocyleo. I love him and he loves me, fullstop.
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