Awesome month ever! ♥
"Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Angel,
Happy birthday to you......
Make a wish! Blow out the candle now!
*HAHAHAH*"
^ Above there was the incident that occurred last night.
So touching..... *sob sob*
I love them all, who made my advanced birthday party went Aasdfghjkl@#$%^&*()!
Thanks to my big bro, Boy who really made the party happening. He was like, "THEY SAY THAT TEENAGER SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME!"
Awesome aye? I know.
He's the most epic brother that I had. Like seriously, everything epic is from him. No one else.
I repeat, NO ONE ELSE, but HIM.
Okay that's too scary lmfao.
Didn't captured a lot of pictures last night. I think it's only two pictures.
*sigh*
Full memory, well, I think other people captured a picture of me.
YEAY!
I'll upload it later. My butt is too heavy to take out the memory card of the DSLR from the bag in my bros room and I'm here in the study room and yes I don't want to walk away from this room and please wait for the picture people yeah thank you.
I want to thank for the monkeys: Ding, Boy, Jep, Aaron, Dylon, Hensley and Tek.
Thank you very very very the much for making my 14th birthday into an awesome yet epic advanced party. Oh em gee I love you guys! Hahahah so Indian :p
To be continue later, at night.
Labels: My Life, ohana♥
Good Friday.
Hello earthlings. Good afternoon and Happy Good Friday! :)
It's very hot right now. Phew!
Like, cheese and crackers, I really can't stand the heat right now. Oh Global Warming.
Stop cutting the trees, people. Ugh.
THERE'S NO USE OF 'EARTH HOUR'.
Yesterday was White Thursday. Today is Good Friday, mass at 3. It's 12 now. Hmm, I guess I'll be showering my body only.
I've washed my hair this morning. I don't want to wash 2 times a day. It'll make me uncomfortable.
Dedicated this song on Good Friday.
Aights I'm out. Off to church for 'Kerahiman Ilahi'.
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: My Life
Hello April♥ weeeeeee!
Goodbye March, Hello April! ♥
My most favourite month in every year! Hihi.
I really love the month of April. 4: resembles of the femininity of a young lady.
HAH. Please don't believe with my fag fake crap. LOL.
So yeah, tomorrow is the White/Holy Thursday. Whoever is Catholic, you must go to Church, or else.
Okay, tomorrow, it's the last day of learning session for our school.
Why won't you gave us holiday from Wednesday till Friday? Ugh.
I know, our school is really.... eggs.
And oh, why wont you give us holiday forever? That will be just fun. weeeeeee -.-
Seriously I don't like 'cuti gantung'.
It's like nothing. Bagus lagi p sekolah kalau gantung cuti dia.
Today is holiday, tomorrow school day, and the next day is holiday.
Dafug brotha?
Alang-alang from Wednesday till Friday holiday.
Oh well, I must follow the instruction given by the headmistress.
Today? Nothing happened.
If your parents wont let you out to buy props for drama, that'll be suck, right?
Yeah, mom already let me go, but dad DOESN'T.
Mark the ' doesn't ' word in red for good.
Like seriously daddy, I need to do those props. I mean we, need to do those props.
But that's okay, I know you'll be lonely and alone if I'm not at home. Like you said before:
"I'll die without you guys at home. I'll die because I'm living with this timur that is one roof with me."
PUNYA KILI.
Dad, she's a human too you know.
*Rewind the time to 14th of April 2011*
[Oh that's my mommy beside meh. Meet my Rebecca Black. HAHA not funny.]
My 13th birthday party. Not a big birthday bash, only small and simple birthday party that time. Well, still satisfied me and I really enjoyed, a lot!
Er that cake you guess?
My two annoying bros and their friends bought it for me. What a pimp. lol Be grateful angel.
Still remember my 2nd bro, Ding said to me like this: Alaaaa tei, saja ba kami mau beli cake cartoon ni. Mau tua sudah kan kau. Tapi sebelum kau tua, kami beli dulu la cake cartoon untuk kau. Masi sempat mah, sentekeh dulu baaa aiyaaa.
LMFAO EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLING..
That's my bro, and I'm proud I have a bro like that. Hah, you jelly pepol? Hmmmm?
More picture of my 2011 small birthday bash.
Muka 13 tahun. Haven't matured yet. hihi.
Okay, lol for this?
Chai ni, daddy and chai hong :)
Reandy and Uncle Ah Yung :)
Waddup with ze face, dad? -.-
Rudy Ardycca and Arnold Junior :)
See those chickens? Very very the delicious chicken wings. *tapun*
Shocking face of Mr. Vanzvlouzjiend.
Cousin Boyd Dylonzzzzzzzzz ;D
Azizan Farhan Alex :)
Shisha. You'll get high if you smoke this. I've tried, once. Never wanna do it again, no promises. lqtm
Candid 1
Candid 2
Smoker ass.
Here comes the troll face pictures.
Whatta........
OKAY, NO MORE TROLL FACES. HAHAH.
I'll be uploading my 14 birthday bash picture, next week.
F yeah baby.
I just can't wait for my birthday next week. Never been excited like this before. Last year I wasn't like this, not that extremely excited.
What the heck is wrong with me.......
Aights, guess that's just it.
tata everybody. oh wait, like my new theme? hehexXx..
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: My Life, ohana♥
Wasted (Part II)
OMG MY BLOG, SORRY FOR ABANDONING YOU FOR THE SECOND TIME, AGAIN :(
I SUCK, FOR REAL.
I'm too busy with school, until I forgot about my precious blog.
Soooooooooooooooooo jahat de.
Oh well.
Hello bloggy, followers and whoever is visiting my blog.
Sorry for not updating my blog, I'm just too busy with school-life.
Like seriously, I don't have a time to relax. Oh facebook? It's like, only 2 until 3 hours I online. Then off.
Except for holidays. Yeah.
Next week Wednesday is 'Ching Ming Jie'. It's for the Chinese people. Er, kasi bersih kuburan. hehe.
And on Friday it's Good Friday.
So this week is the last week of fasting. After all this time. God, sorry for what bad things that I had done to you and others. I'm imperfect, easy to fall in sins. Bless me, Lord.
Let's talk about March, shall we?
On the 12th of March, it's the 1st test holiday. Nothing to do at home, just another boring first day of holiday. Lala called me and told me there's a 'Life In The Spirit Seminar for Teens' at Church. Took a shower, and at 2. Off to Church with mommy, bringing 2 put of rice. Wait for Lala and Wanda, I met Kellyn and Dymphna. We 5 stay strong together that time on Seminar. We know more about God, we wanna get near with Him, because he's the God and no other God that should be praised, instead of Him, Lord, Jesus Christ.
I'm so happy 'cause I have the chance to go to that Seminar and I didn't waste my holiday, staying at home, watching tv and gain fats. But I went to Seminar, that changed my life. That cured my inner-wound, and outpouring of holy spirit. That two were my favourite part in throughout the Seminar.
I'm happy that God, written my name on his palm. I'm the chosen one, and I'm happy that you've picked me, Lord. Hallelujah to the Lord. The Seminar was held on 3 days, and yes, it was spontaneously HOLY-FUN! Hallelujah :)
Last Friday a.k.a 23rd of March, our school has held a Prime Camp or in Malay 'Kem Perdana'. I didn't expected that I will became the platoon leader of Scout. Another great experience I earn. As a leader, I must have the responsibility in me, take care and tolerance with my members. On Saturday night was the 'Night Culture'. You know what we Scout 06 performed? Dikir Barat okay? HAHAHAH :D Wow, we are awesome that time. I will not forget that moment, moment in time. Gosh!
Last day was the sukaneka and after that, we got a 'Yell revenge'. <-- lmfao for that. Lastly, it's the result time. We won a lot of award. Yeah, we got in 1st place on 'Night Culture performance'. The most happiest award I got was the "Best female participant". AAAAAAAAHHHH! I'm screaming inside! Wicked awesome, best momentos eva :)
Hah, that was fun right?
I know! But time wont turn back, so, it's just a memory. Awesome memory ever, never ever ever will forget that camp. Fyi, it was my first time to join Prime camp. lqtm. -.-
I don't give a damn buddy, asalkan saya ada pergi.
Such Malay, and that's a good call for me.
Scout 06 forever dude.
I never wanna change other units, always and forever scout.
You heard me people? Want me to repeat?
"I NEVER WANNA CHANGE OTHER UNITS, ALWAYS AND FOREVER SCOUT".
Is it enough?
Yes?
Good. I like that.
***
okay that's it.
Funfair tomorrow with Nella, Nadine, Jacinta and ze other girlfriendsssss ♥
Gonna zumba eh zumba lo ah with them.
HAHAHA.
Chiao people :)
God Bless, xo,Angel(; Labels: High School ♥, kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life
1st test, oh well.
Good ze evening les gens.
I have an awesome Sunday!
All thanks to God, my family and best friends.
you guys are great! love you guys ♥
Fyi people, I'm on my way to learn another language.
And that is French.
French is the language of love.
Don't you just agree?
I fell in love with French language.
Okay enough. Anyway, my house is almost cracked up.
I MEAN, THE ADULTS ARE PARTYING. OH MY GOSH. ADULTS RULE TONIGHT O_O
I can't even hear my own voice. I sing alone, well, still the same. I can't hear a single word that came out from my mouth just now.
My house is a pub for only tonight.
Dafug? -.-
Er, so, Wednesday is the 1st test.
I haven't study especially maths and history. I don't understand a thing what my maths and history teacher taught in class.
It's like they're talking nonsense.
Oh man how am I going to pass those two subjects? Ugh.
I hope I pass. I'll study smart and hard. lol. Amen.
*last minute study....... #DahBiasa.....*
HAHAHAHAHAHA for me!
Okay, I got nothing to do now.
Kena paksa minum El Diablo oh tadi. Damn.
Well, I'm gonna be 'tendeyutung' tomorrow, or 'lowong'. lmfao
Only a sip, and I'm already feeling dizzy. Ohhhhhhhhhhh ><"
Thank God tomorrow got no Science class. If there is, I'll be dead 'cause I haven't done Teacher Nurul's work.
But she's an angel to us all.
Alright, stop writing. I'm off to study maths and history.
I'm gonna put all of my guts down on that two horrible subjects, and my ass TOO.
Character is higher than intellect. A great soul will be strong to live as well as think. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life, ohana♥, Quote
Three cheers for the 2012 year.
Dear 2012, please be nice and HELLO MARCH!
HELLO PEOPLE IN EARTH FOR LIVING!
Man, long time didn't update my blog.
Sorry bloggy :(
I was super busy with school. Actually, last week was the scout camp. Last three weeks has been cancelled. So, last Friday was the camp!
HAHAHAHA oh my gosh how are you my followers?
I got lots lots lots lots lots and TONS of story to tell, I mean to write.
Whatever.
Alright. So yeah, I'm super super super duper busy with school activities.
The reason why I joined school activities this year 'cause I want to make my co-curriculum marks higher than last year. I wanna make it all A.
You jelly? Buy some.
Okay, so I joined the debate competition as I wrote on my last post. Last Monday was the last practice.
We discussed about the first motion and oh my freaking doughnut, my brain exploded.
They were discussing it and I was like:
I got no idea what were they talking of.
Teacher Vivi said it's okay. This is debate. We have to think quickly to find the main points to let the other schools break down.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Okay here's the confession.
I'm addicted to troll comics, the meme's faces. All of it.
Plus, Sabah got Sabahan Troll page now on Facebook. Go go go! Go and like the page!
Oh my gawsh Sabahan rule!
Okay, back to the topic.
Busy busy busy, no time to relax.
Everyday is a busy day for me.
Monday busy, Tuesday busy, Wednesday busy, Thursday busy, Friday busy, Saturday busy, Sunday busy.
But still I can go to church. You think I'm a lazy butt who doesn't want to meet God and pray for Him?
You skank.
You scared? Be scared, skank.
Hahahaha. I don't know what the heck am I writing right now.
Okay,so the next day is 28/02/2012 a.k.a Tuesday.
the day had come....
I was shaking real hard 'cause I'm freaking nervous. Well, who wouldn't?
I tried to avoid the nervous in me, and it worked out. I smiled and looked confident to the competitors. HIHI :D
The competition was held in SMK Bingkor.
First round: we were debating with SMK Apin-Apin
Second round: we were debating with SMK Bingkor
Final round: we were debating with SM Sfx
Oh my gosh sfx were tough, I mean they're powerful.
But thank God, we won and Clara got the Best Speaker in debating.
Well, she is :)
And yes, we're satisfied with the result. So, the practice really paid us off. Phew.
Another story that I have to tell...
So on 18/02/2012 got a special event. You know what event was on that day right?
Only some of you know.
It was the "Pencarian Juara-Juara Belia" something like that. The organizer was the Puteri UMNO.
There were Skate, Dance competition and the other one I don't know what's it called. It's more like sukaneka.
Exbop. We are everything about 'EX'.
Ha, see that? That gerenget face of mine? I was tired after dancing. The weather was hot on that Saturday afternoon. But still it's fun.
*hancur ba makeup saya oh my gosh asdyjcvbipkl;vytfvbn*
Sweating that time, and stinky. Hahah nah still fresh as a lavender. lol.
Jane did the makeup, shorts from Venny and big thanks to Blank for the shirt design!
[for more picture, check out in FACEBOOK. thanks.]
I have to say that, I'm really proud to be SM Ken Hwa's student.
You wanna know why?
WE, won the basketball competition, handball, public speaking and also debate. Not to say that we Ken Hwa's student are all arrogant. NO.
We're proud, and mostly, our Principle will be proud as much as we, her students feel proud like.
So please, don't underestimate us. Thanks. *peace*
Okay, that's enough. I have to ready 'cause I'm going to my piano class at 2. Yeah, bye people.
Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first - Mark Twain
God Bless, xo,Angel(; Labels: Dance Dance :), High School ♥, kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life, Quote
Busy bee.
Er, hello me blog.
Oh my crackers, I've been really busy this week.
Busy with school, co-cum, housework.
But mostly school and co-cum.
I don't have enough time to spend it with my family.
Everyday I end up doing homework and not a single word that come out from my mouth to talk to them.
It's really awkward and sad.
Oh well.....
Except for the time to go to school and dinner time.
Yesterday, my cousin and his girlfriend a.k.a c nayang punya kakak sent me to school.
oh damn i'm super late yesterday,
Went inside the class, passed up my work and teacher scold at me and gave me demerit.
'Cause I haven't complete my essay.
Oh well.....
Okay people let's talk something else.
Next Saturday got Dance competition: 18/02/2012
Venue: Keningau Mall
Oh my, I'm nervous. I only know 5 to 7 steps I think.
Confuse aye?
Hahahaha. I'm one of the Exbop dance crew now. My brother told me to. He said I need to dance like them and run the Exrus dance crew generation.
HA!
Aren't you laughing right now?
'Cause a fat girl like me doesn't worth to dance like the pros.
Well excuse me for that, biatch.
Who said a fatty can't dance. Did you watch So you think you can Dance? Got 2 sister. 1 is thin and 1 is fat. But seriously in oh my gosh expression: That fat lady is sick. She dance amazing and superbly awesome. That movement from her is, unbelievable. You can't imagine it.
Don't judge a book by it's cover.
Aights, another something to tell.
This week is the scout camp.
Kem Keahlian dan Kem Lencana Usaha.
No outsiders, no rover scouts. Just teachers and the seniors.
Oh, I feel like, it seems no protection. No bunch of people. No loud and funny jokes from the rover scouts.
But it's okay, still got the seniors. :)
The camp is on Saturday 'cause on Saturday, we got an extra class for the exchange events.
I forgot about the exchange events but, who cares?
I just can't wait for the camping. Weeeeeeeee.
And and this week got dance practice.
See people, aren't my life are busy like the bees? Ugh.
Even though I'm busy and stress, I still can live it up like a normal no stress person.
Now, my life got bit of looseness.
Thank, God. I miss my family so much, and I miss you too, God.
It seems like 2012 is giving me a pressure.
I sleep late and I wake early.
How awesome is that?
If I sleep early, I end up waking very late.
So the must follow fact is 'sleep late and wake early'.
It really works. Yeah, I've tried.
Okay, so today I met Sayrah,
and debate practice starts next week, she said.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
I just can't get enough.
Oh oh oh! I can't wait for it. I wanna know how the real debate is.
Not like the debate in class. That's sucks for realz.
I wanna live, real audience, real panel and the thing inside the debating.
I really really want to know deep about it.
Ha, I hope I can in the debate.
Amen.
Twitting while blogging right now.
Tweet message with lora ze cute one.
She's there for me, always.
I'm a twitter freak now, twitter addiction. I can't stand if I didn't open my twitter for only one day. I must check it.
MUST.
Yeah, you like my new song?
It reminds me of him. Reminds me back on 24th January.
My crush stayed at my house.
That time, we're from aunt Julie's house. So they followed back to here, and they drank those beer like there's no tomorrow.
But he don't.
At first we talked at aunt Julie's house, before we go back home.
Second time was at my house. He smiled at me and teased me.
^ My fav part :)
Third, we started to talk and that time I cooked maggi for the other boys.
And lots, but I'm lazy write all of it.
Oh crush, do you feel the same way like I do?
Oh quit the crap angel. He wont like you 'cause you're fucking ugly.
Ugly duckling, yes.
I'm a nub and nerdy. No boys want a nub and nerdy girl. Just some of them.
Someone that except who really you are, not look from your outer but inner.
That's what I want,
and I know my crush is also like that too.
But seriously he doesn't even like me.
*Sound of a violin*
I'm sad. Very, very, sad. I can't help it.
It's 11:14 pm and I haven't went to bed yet.
Done with my Chinese homework. No other homework.
Oh yeah, Science! Hmm, nah, I'm too lazy for that. I'll do it tomorrow. We only go to the Lab when it's Science time.
Doing a seedling experiment.
I still remember that experiment. Did it back then in 2010, when I was 12.
Our group did the best seedling experiment ever.
Ze tallest and ze healthiest seedlings. Woop woop!
*LOL*
Okay. I'm off. Wanna tweet with the lunatics:
Lora, Adib and Eric.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Till then fellas!
Goodnight, don't let the bugs bite. xx
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: High School ♥, My Life, ohana♥
Moment of a life TIME.
GOOD MORNING.
*British accent: ON!*
So, yesterday was a mini sports day for our school, or in Malay called 'sukantara'.
It was a really hot and sunny day in Keningau district. I can't stand the heat. *sigh*
I'm on PMS that time,
I can't run too much nor jump like a kangaroo.
I only can throw things.
Like shot put.
First attempt:
I stepped in, I took the put and it's freakin' heavy like I'm lifting a 2 ton put. shit.
So, I exercised and I threw the put. Well, jauh juga ba.
After finished my first attempt, I began to relax.
Second attempt:
Teacher Jessica called me to try for the second time and I really don't want but I can't denied it.
She pulled me and teach me how to throw the put.
'Jangan ketawa. Cikgu tau la cikgu ni kecil bukan macam kau, basar.'
Okay, that's funny. HAHAHAHA.
I laughed my asses off when she said like that, it sounded really cute when said like that to me.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
So I threw the put with the technique, and it's getting far.
Teacher Januarius said I can practice for school sports day later.
But I'm not strong enough. Fuuuu.
Whatever, I'll just try.
After that, Sharon and me went to the pavilion for rest 'cause we felt our blood were dripping.
i know it sounded really icky,
but this is how PMS really are.
It slowly drip, then it flows faster like the waterfall.
Oh God, it hurts.
Don't think that I'm a horny girl.
Well, excuse me for that.
I didn't ran, nor jumped. Then, we went to the upper pavilion and chatted with my millions of friends.
Talking about millions of friends, Sophia didn't went to complex yesterday.
Curse you kumen! HAHAHA.
Only Sharon and Favianny were my partner yesterday, and Yan with her friend that I forgot her name.
Behind me were the crazy senior of Ken Hwa.
Dorang c rafel la pa lagi. kik.
Aih, they were loud and really funny at the same time. I laughed every single of the jokes.
Damn, they're so funny.
I think after they finished school I'll be missing their jokes. *sigh*
Er, I'm thinking of something right now.
It's hard to explain and I have no one to express with.
You know what I mean right?
Mixed feelings. Yeah.
Do you ever feel, like, when you had a huge crush on someone and you have no idea if he's crushing on you too.
That's what on my mind right now.
Maybe yesterday he fell in with someone, one of my girlfriends.
She ran yesterday, and maybe he saw her and posted something on his profile 'i love you~'.
Yeah, maybe it's her.
That's okay, I know I'm an ugly beast.
I'm still young and immature. I should keep quite and continue studying.
I still remember that day I met him for the first time.
We didn't talk, but we smiled on each other.
The second time we met was at canteen.
I was talking to Rudy a.k.a the tokek man/metek and he interrupted our conversation.
That time, my heart beat fast.
you guys may tease me right now, but i know that it's a lie when you never felt like this before. everybody does, including me.
So don't talk shit if you don't want to be run over a car by me.
Run bitch, run.
Off now.
Deep thoughts are only for my free time.
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
Labels: High School ♥, My Life
Hartzlin Vanzvanessa♥
A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believe in the smile on your face.
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My parents has stated my name Hartzlin Vanzvanessa since I was born. 14 years of age. Asian, Land below the wind. Sm Ken Hwa, Keningau. I'm a wannabe pianist, potterhead, die-hard Liverpool fan, chewing-machine, part-time singer and dancer, twitter addict and a maniac. When I'm bummed, God always there for me. He never leave me behind. I'm going to tell everybody that I love my most awesome God, Jesus Christ, most hilariously epic Idang/Edang family, my besties who are very wild failed yet handsome gorgeous senor senorita and my most joker a.k.a funny ass awesome yet insanely cute and humble bboy boyfriend. Yes, I'm officially taken by Brovell Arbel Brocyleo. I love him and he loves me, fullstop.
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