Life goes on and on

Awesome month ever! ♥

Saturday, April 14, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

"Happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to Angel,

Happy birthday to you......

Make a wish! Blow out the candle now!

*HAHAHAH*"

^ Above there was the incident that occurred last night.

So touching..... *sob sob*

I love them all, who made my advanced birthday party went Aasdfghjkl@#$%^&*()!

Thanks to my big bro, Boy who really made the party happening.

He was like, "THEY SAY THAT TEENAGER SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME!"

Awesome aye? I know.

He's the most epic brother that I had. Like seriously, everything epic is from him. No one else.

I repeat, NO ONE ELSE, but HIM.

Okay that's too scary lmfao.

Didn't captured a lot of pictures last night. I think it's only two pictures.

*sigh*

Full memory, well, I think other people captured a picture of me.

YEAY!

I'll upload it later. My butt is too heavy to take out the memory card of the DSLR from the bag in my bros room and I'm here in the study room and yes I don't want to walk away from this room and please wait for the picture people yeah thank you.

I want to thank for the monkeys: Ding, Boy, Jep, Aaron, Dylon, Hensley and Tek.

Thank you very very very the much for making my 14th birthday into an awesome yet epic advanced party. Oh em gee I love you guys! Hahahah so Indian :p

To be continue later, at night.

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Hello April♥ weeeeeee!

Wednesday, April 4, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

Goodbye March, Hello April! ♥

My most favourite month in every year! Hihi.

I really love the month of April. 4: resembles of the femininity of a young lady.

HAH. Please don't believe with my fag fake crap. LOL.

So yeah, tomorrow is the White/Holy Thursday. Whoever is Catholic, you must go to Church, or else.

Okay, tomorrow, it's the last day of learning session for our school.

Why won't you gave us holiday from Wednesday till Friday? Ugh.

I know, our school is really.... eggs.

And oh, why wont you give us holiday forever? That will be just fun. weeeeeee -.-

Seriously I don't like 'cuti gantung'.

It's like nothing. Bagus lagi p sekolah kalau gantung cuti dia.

Today is holiday, tomorrow school day, and the next day is holiday.

Dafug brotha?

Alang-alang from Wednesday till Friday holiday.

Oh well, I must follow the instruction given by the headmistress.

Today? Nothing happened.

If your parents wont let you out to buy props for drama, that'll be suck, right?

Yeah, mom already let me go, but dad DOESN'T.

Mark the ' doesn't ' word in red for good.

Like seriously daddy, I need to do those props. I mean we, need to do those props.

But that's okay, I know you'll be lonely and alone if I'm not at home. Like you said before:

"I'll die without you guys at home. I'll die because I'm living with this timur that is one roof with me."

PUNYA KILI.

Dad, she's a human too you know.

*Rewind the time to 14th of April 2011*

[Oh that's my mommy beside meh. Meet my Rebecca Black. HAHA not funny.]

My 13th birthday party. Not a big birthday bash, only small and simple birthday party that time. Well, still satisfied me and I really enjoyed, a lot!

Er that cake you guess?

My two annoying bros and their friends bought it for me. What a pimp. lol Be grateful angel.

Still remember my 2nd bro, Ding said to me like this: Alaaaa tei, saja ba kami mau beli cake cartoon ni. Mau tua sudah kan kau. Tapi sebelum kau tua, kami beli dulu la cake cartoon untuk kau. Masi sempat mah, sentekeh dulu baaa aiyaaa.

LMFAO EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLING..

That's my bro, and I'm proud I have a bro like that. Hah, you jelly pepol? Hmmmm?

More picture of my 2011 small birthday bash.

Muka 13 tahun. Haven't matured yet. hihi.

Okay, lol for this?

Chai ni, daddy and chai hong :)

Reandy and Uncle Ah Yung :)

Waddup with ze face, dad? -.-

Rudy Ardycca and Arnold Junior :)

See those chickens? Very very the delicious chicken wings. *tapun*

Shocking face of Mr. Vanzvlouzjiend.

Cousin Boyd Dylonzzzzzzzzz ;D

Azizan Farhan Alex :)

Shisha. You'll get high if you smoke this. I've tried, once. Never wanna do it again, no promises. lqtm

Candid 1

Candid 2

Smoker ass.

Here comes the troll face pictures.

Whatta........

OKAY, NO MORE TROLL FACES. HAHAH.

I'll be uploading my 14 birthday bash picture, next week.

F yeah baby.

I just can't wait for my birthday next week. Never been excited like this before. Last year I wasn't like this, not that extremely excited.

What the heck is wrong with me.......

Aights, guess that's just it.

tata everybody. oh wait, like my new theme? hehexXx..

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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1st test, oh well.

Sunday, March 4, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

Good ze evening les gens.

I have an awesome Sunday!

All thanks to God, my family and best friends.

you guys are great! love you guys ♥

Fyi people, I'm on my way to learn another language.

And that is French.

French is the language of love.

Don't you just agree?

I fell in love with French language.

Okay enough. Anyway, my house is almost cracked up.

I MEAN, THE ADULTS ARE PARTYING. OH MY GOSH. ADULTS RULE TONIGHT O_O

I can't even hear my own voice. I sing alone, well, still the same. I can't hear a single word that came out from my mouth just now.

My house is a pub for only tonight.

Dafug? -.-

Er, so, Wednesday is the 1st test.

I haven't study especially maths and history. I don't understand a thing what my maths and history teacher taught in class.

It's like they're talking nonsense.

Oh man how am I going to pass those two subjects? Ugh.

I hope I pass. I'll study smart and hard. lol. Amen.

*last minute study....... #DahBiasa.....*

HAHAHAHAHAHA for me!

Okay, I got nothing to do now.

Kena paksa minum El Diablo oh tadi. Damn.

Well, I'm gonna be 'tendeyutung' tomorrow, or 'lowong'. lmfao

Only a sip, and I'm already feeling dizzy. Ohhhhhhhhhhh ><"

Thank God tomorrow got no Science class. If there is, I'll be dead 'cause I haven't done Teacher Nurul's work.

But she's an angel to us all.

Alright, stop writing. I'm off to study maths and history.

I'm gonna put all of my guts down on that two horrible subjects, and my ass TOO.

Character is higher than intellect. A great soul will be strong to live as well as think. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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Busy bee.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

Er, hello me blog.

Oh my crackers, I've been really busy this week.

Busy with school, co-cum, housework.

But mostly school and co-cum.

I don't have enough time to spend it with my family.

Everyday I end up doing homework and not a single word that come out from my mouth to talk to them.

It's really awkward and sad.

Oh well.....

Except for the time to go to school and dinner time.

Yesterday, my cousin and his girlfriend a.k.a c nayang punya kakak sent me to school.

oh damn i'm super late yesterday,

Went inside the class, passed up my work and teacher scold at me and gave me demerit.

'Cause I haven't complete my essay.

Oh well.....

Okay people let's talk something else.

Next Saturday got Dance competition: 18/02/2012

Venue: Keningau Mall

Oh my, I'm nervous. I only know 5 to 7 steps I think.

Confuse aye?

Hahahaha. I'm one of the Exbop dance crew now. My brother told me to. He said I need to dance like them and run the Exrus dance crew generation.

HA!

Aren't you laughing right now?

'Cause a fat girl like me doesn't worth to dance like the pros.

Well excuse me for that, biatch.

Who said a fatty can't dance. Did you watch So you think you can Dance? Got 2 sister. 1 is thin and 1 is fat. But seriously in oh my gosh expression: That fat lady is sick. She dance amazing and superbly awesome. That movement from her is, unbelievable. You can't imagine it.

Don't judge a book by it's cover.

Aights, another something to tell.

This week is the scout camp.

Kem Keahlian dan Kem Lencana Usaha.

No outsiders, no rover scouts. Just teachers and the seniors.

Oh, I feel like, it seems no protection. No bunch of people. No loud and funny jokes from the rover scouts.

But it's okay, still got the seniors. :)

The camp is on Saturday 'cause on Saturday, we got an extra class for the exchange events.

I forgot about the exchange events but, who cares?

I just can't wait for the camping. Weeeeeeeee.

And and this week got dance practice.

See people, aren't my life are busy like the bees? Ugh.

Even though I'm busy and stress, I still can live it up like a normal no stress person.

Now, my life got bit of looseness.

Thank, God. I miss my family so much, and I miss you too, God.

It seems like 2012 is giving me a pressure.

I sleep late and I wake early.

How awesome is that?

If I sleep early, I end up waking very late.

So the must follow fact is 'sleep late and wake early'.

It really works. Yeah, I've tried.

Okay, so today I met Sayrah,

and debate practice starts next week, she said.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!

I just can't get enough.

Oh oh oh! I can't wait for it. I wanna know how the real debate is.

Not like the debate in class. That's sucks for realz.

I wanna live, real audience, real panel and the thing inside the debating.

I really really want to know deep about it.

Ha, I hope I can in the debate.

Amen.

Twitting while blogging right now.

Tweet message with lora ze cute one.

She's there for me, always.

I'm a twitter freak now, twitter addiction. I can't stand if I didn't open my twitter for only one day. I must check it.

MUST.

Yeah, you like my new song?

It reminds me of him. Reminds me back on 24th January.
My crush stayed at my house.
That time, we're from aunt Julie's house. So they followed back to here, and they drank those beer like there's no tomorrow.
But he don't.
At first we talked at aunt Julie's house, before we go back home.
Second time was at my house. He smiled at me and teased me.
^ My fav part :)
Third, we started to talk and that time I cooked maggi for the other boys.
And lots, but I'm lazy write all of it.

Oh crush, do you feel the same way like I do?

Oh quit the crap angel. He wont like you 'cause you're fucking ugly.

Ugly duckling, yes.

I'm a nub and nerdy. No boys want a nub and nerdy girl. Just some of them.

Someone that except who really you are, not look from your outer but inner.

That's what I want,

and I know my crush is also like that too.

But seriously he doesn't even like me.

*Sound of a violin*

I'm sad. Very, very, sad. I can't help it.

It's 11:14 pm and I haven't went to bed yet.

Done with my Chinese homework. No other homework.

Oh yeah, Science! Hmm, nah, I'm too lazy for that. I'll do it tomorrow. We only go to the Lab when it's Science time.

Doing a seedling experiment.

I still remember that experiment. Did it back then in 2010, when I was 12.

Our group did the best seedling experiment ever.

Ze tallest and ze healthiest seedlings. Woop woop!

*LOL*

Okay. I'm off. Wanna tweet with the lunatics:

Lora, Adib and Eric.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Till then fellas!

Goodnight, don't let the bugs bite. xx

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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Got 99 problems, Jesus handles all of it.

Monday, January 30, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

SUP YAW.

Ugh, holidays are over. School's back and I didn't went to school today.

Something was wrong with my family.

The reason why I didn't went to school today 'cause there's no one will take care of my dad and my lil' bro, roy. I woke up at 6 today. Directly to the kitchen to make breakfast for them. After for awhile, my housemate Jen went to the kitchen to help me. Yeah, the works finished quickly if she help me. At 7, mom woke up and asked me why I didn't went to school.

"Saya kesian ba sama kau mamy. Kau rela tidak p kerja sebab tiada orang mau jaga daddy sama roy. Mamy, sakit hati saya ba sebab you're the only one who sacrifice for us. Find money for food, drink, needs. Saya yang mau menangis oh mamy." - How I answered my mom.

She said ini hal orang tua. Tidak payah mau sibuk. Kau mesti mau p school, mau belajar, mau success. Kau tidak jealous ka tei? Anak kawan2 mamy semua berjaya. Kau bila? Tei, mamy tau kau memang mau tolong mamy tapi tanggungjawab kau yang sebenar ialah study. Be a smart student. I don't want you to fail.

I went to my room, and I cried...

It's sad that your mom said like that to you. Aren't you? Huu. My heart sank.

AND ANOTHER STORY I WANTED TO TELL..

MY HOLIDAYS WERE A TOTAL KNOCKOUT.

IT WAS SICK. DOPEST HOLIDAYS WHATSOVER. I'M SCREAMING LIKE A DOUCHE.

MAYBE I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT THIS ONLY ONE WEEK HOLIDAY. FU YEAH.

My cousin Gwen went to Keningau and she promised her parents that she will stay here for only 3 days but she was wrong.

She stayed for 1 week and it satisfied me a lot. Wooooooooooooo! It was great with her. I can't live without her but what could I do? Dad said if he's already recover from his illness, he'll tell me to move to Tambunan and live with Gwenny.

OH EM GEE.

I can't wait to get out from this district. This stupid fucking ass district. I hate Keningau like seriously, Keningau is kinda hell for me. I wish I can get out from here and start a new life in another district. I know you guys don't please me but the fuck? This is my choice, my dignity. Who the eff are you.

Oh that Louis's gif. I saw their video diary and I searched for the gif of it and I found it. Hahaha. Oh my gosh isn't he cute? He is right? Harry and Liam, Niall and Zayn too. Five of them are super effin HOT. I just can't get enough of them. wew.

Last Monday was my lil' bro's birthday. Happy Belated Birthday, Roy! Kakak always loves you. I guarantee that you'll be a Priest when you grow up. Dad's wishes will finally come true.

Okay I'm off, bye humans.

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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新年快乐! Happy Chinese New Year.

Sunday, January 22, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

SUP HOMMIES?

Happy Chinese New Year to all of you who's celebrating it. especially me.

Haha.

I miss my family at Kota Marudu. I wish next year we could go there and celebrate with them. Amen.

Just now I went to my aunt's house. I'm so full with my uncle's cooking. He was like, the greatest chef ever! I'm fulled with his delicious Chinese food. On the table were fulled with pork.

Pork is the most awesome food ever. You'll feel sorry if you didn't eat it.

Not to tell ya'll to eat it, sorry if you guys 'tersinggung'.

My stupid mouth had start.

Okay, continue.

My aunt went to her friend's house. Yeah she can't be with us just now. Only uncle, Hengky and Ming2.

I've waited those '红包' to me but, I was wrong.

Then after we went home, she called my mom.

"Besok kamu p rumah lagi la. Suruh tu budak2 p lagi, terus saya kasi angpau sama dorang."

F yeah man. Money, come at me bruh.

Oh yeah forgot to tell about my driving lesson.

I drove today. From JPJ to Warung Alan only 'cause I'm scared. Then I parked at Warung Alan and this 4 guys laughed at me.

I was mad, and I would like to chop off their heads off. 4 fuckers laughing like a hyena.

"Like you passed it all when you first drove a car and and suddenly you would drive your car like a boss. Fuck you whores. All of you are ego and shit-ass fart people. Whores, slut, egos, suck eggs. Kalau boleh saya mau hambat kamu guna baseball bat ba satu². Ish, nasib hari minggu, hari suci. Kalau tidak, saya sudah keluar p pukul kamu."

I'm not just saying, I will do this 'cause I'm mad.

Who wouldn't be mad? Ugh.

Like you're a pro enough. Okay, just wait one day. I'll be driving like a boss, or a pro would be sarcastic.

hehehehe. *Ego laugh*

Okay I'm the one who is ego now.

Alright, I'm off. Wanna watch this movie called 'The Transporter' on Astro Ria.

Happy Birthday, Mommy! I love you for all of my entire heart. I will always love you.

新年快乐! 保护安全哦. 恭喜恭喜!

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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Broke into pieces.

Saturday, January 21, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

Sup people.

Yeah, I deactivate my facebook account. Well, both of it.

I can't stand seeing my stupid attitude to one of my best friend.

I'm so stupid!

Yes, I am. Now I'd realized that I'm a total stupid brat, sorry for everything sister. Fuck my careless mouth.

I'm so sad now.

I said something unusual, but not in purpose. Then my brothers heard about it.

My heart broke into pieces.

What kind of best friend am I? Yeah I know a stupid one, right? Okay, I can't celebrate Chinese New Year if like this. Every time I remember about my stupid attitude, I cry.

Holy shit, why Angel why? Why are so fucking stupid that you can say it out loud to your brothers? Oh fuck man!

I should die. But before I die, I wanna go to confession first.

It's worth maybe, 'cause people don't care about me. So the good choice is maybe I'll back to God's side. People nowadays only think about themselves. Not even bother caring about their closest one, best friends, girlfriend/boyfriend.

But it's okay, God still care about us, who didn't cared about people. We're the same :)

Now I don't need that shit-ass facebook anymore. I'm free from social website. Too much socialite there and I'm almost die of the socialites.

Teens nowadays need to have time with their loved ones. Too much online-ing facebook will have a tense relationship with family. So, stop being so social my friend.

It's not really good. *take note*

TELL YOU ALL THE TRUTH:

I never had a fight before with her. We're always together, and forever stick each other. We're 4, so whenever one of us hate each other, me and her can't tear apart, 'cause we're sisters. She's the one who always there for me, always hear my feelings, sing together in some occasion. But now she hates me, it's a goodbye for it. No more this, no more that. No more texting with her again. I will miss that moments, I will cherish it really good.

I have a lot of friends, but only her that I really close with. She's my best friend, best sister and best cousin. I will never forget what you did to me. You're a great person, and you should know that. I'll pray that isawhoyoukiss will like you, and I know he will. Just patient, ex-best friend :)

Straight away from that,

I have to go to confession later. At 2 something maybe.

I wanna confess my sins that I've done this month, or maybe last year. Although last year I've already confessed but, we're not a perfect human. We make mistake, unnoticed, without people see noticing, but God saw what we did. And yes, we're not perfect like God. He's the almighty and the most perfect one.

Also the special people, they're perfect too 'cause they don't know what they do. By that, they don't have any sins.

They are very special, and you guys should know that.

If ya'll have teased someone who's not that normal, you are fucking idiot.

You guys should have been threw out to hell.

Amen for that.

I wanna say to all the people who are visiting my blog, I love my little baby brother so much! Even though he's an autism kid, I don't care. I will give a middle finger and a strong word if you tease or bully him.

EAT MY ASS, BIATCH.

No one should underestimate him. Therefore, they should face to face with me.

You're chicken?

Glad to know that, ass.

Anyway, Beyb will teach how to drive later 'cause mom told me to -.-

Curse that.

She said I should drive to school everyday so that she can sleep more and rest more.

I know, mom's really tired but still she can wake up early everyday just to send me to school then after that she shower and do that do this then go to office.

Poor mom.

I just can't wait when I'm older and I got a job and said this to mom and dad, "Hey mom, dad. You don't have to work for me. Now, I work for you. Thank you for all the hardworking you guys did when we're still young back then. I know it's hard but, I'll try. It's okay, you guys can stay home and watch tv all day 'cause that's what we did when we're still kids. Mom, dad, I appreciate what you guys did to us. Give us money to school, drove us here, drove us there, bought us this, bought us that. But now? Your turn mom, dad. It's worth a shot. I love you mom, dad, and I will never forget about you both kindness to us siblings. :)"

^ This will satisfy me a lot. Maybe when I say this to them in the future, I will cry a river :L

Okay, I should stop here 'cause I can't stand looking at my post. Bye and shalom peeps.

p/s: Dear ex-best friend, if you saw this, I will always love you. Remember that. Even though you wont forgive me, it's okay. I'll just accept the fact.

God bless, xo,Angel(;

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Tragedy.

Friday, January 20, 2012 | ? 0 Comments

HELLO EVERYBODEHH!

It's holiday!

And you know what's that suppose to be mean?

MORE HOMEWORK!

fuckerruuuuuuue -.-

So yeah, I've been left/abandon my blog for awhile. My real diary too.

As for that, I wanna make a loooooooooong update today cuhs I got a loooooooooooot of stories to tell you guys.

Yesterday was a shit day for me.

This form 1 prefect asked to tuck-in my shirt *'cause I'm wearing pj's shirt* but in a rude way. I mean,

watafak girl?

You could have asked me to tuck-in my shirt in a polite way. I'm your senior so please, respect me with all of your heart. You think you're a prefect and then you can rude all the way to the other students?

NO.

And yeah, you're still form 1 little girl. You're 13 and I'm 14. You could die as soon as possible if you want to.

Oh I'm such a rude senior! Muahahah!

so beat it, losers.

In fact, I just tucked-in my shirt.

Just to make sure that people know that Imma good student.

On the way to get those forks from the Chinese canteen, I shared my feelings to Jacinta. Right beside me when that tragedy happened. We talked while we're heading to the Chinese canteen. lol.

I was like, "Aih, pindik ja ba kau budak. Saya tinggi ba. Kalau saya tandang kau, silap2 kau tebuang oh. Babi." All Jacinta can do was laughing. Hahahaha. I know I'm a funny brat and all that shit but yea, this is me. I can't stand a little kid asks me. F man, all I can I say is:
F C U K you. Thanks biatch.

Okay enough yesterday's tragedy. Let's talk about today!

It's Friday!

Alright, it's Friday. Today at school was fun! I can't forget about this.

The first period was History. So our class divided and made lots of group. We haven't ready yet that time. My character? Long Jaafar ba. Isn't that weird? Other than Long Jaafar, I'm one of the Chinese people too.

Weird.

We didn't have the opportunity to wear those mustache that had print by Joy. So, we just get on with it and start acting. Me, Mc Ohlsen, Kellyn, Joy and Nella: we're in a group of 5.

"Woooooooooooi! Masuuuuuuuuuk!"

-Hahaha my line. We made it spontaneously. No remembering lines, no script, no that. Just spontaneous.

"Berhenti berkawad. Kau, kau kasi bersih kasut saya! Oi kau perempuan! Kau petik tu bunga. Kau kira la berapa yang kau petik tu, nanti saya tanya kau tidak tau, awas ah!"

My spontaneous lines. I don't know what to say that time so, that's just it. After I said those lines, I looked at Nella and Joy and I laughed. I can't stand it. So after those lines, Joy read the story what's going to happen that I don't know. Then I went to the corner of the room and sat down. I just looked Mc and Kellyn's acting.

A lot of people laughed at our acting, this is a good news. Glad they liked it!

Only that part I like the most. Then, it's nothing. Ert and Science, home away.

Oh yeah!

It's almost Chinese New Year!

I can't wait to celebrate it.

I can't wait for open houses, I can't wait for fun with my family and friends, I can't wait for the 'red packet' so that I can earn some $$ money! F yeah buddy.

Too bad we can't go to Kota Marudu.

There I got a looooooooooot of Chinese family. Since my late grandma is Chinese, I got Chinese blood too.

Cool.

Another announcement!

My brothers are going back to Keningau today! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

After weeks they're at KK, I missed them so much. They're my bodyguard actually. Whoever bully or tease me, they'll help me to beat up the person.

How great is your life to have a brother? Super duper great. No, superb awesome.

Okay, I have to go to my piano class. I have to paid my January fee and also I want to work hard and study hard for my theory exam on July or August. I hope I pass! Amen :)

Bye pepol!

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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Awesome month ever! ♥

Saturday, April 14, 2012 | 0 Comments

"Happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to Angel,

Happy birthday to you......

Make a wish! Blow out the candle now!

*HAHAHAH*"

^ Above there was the incident that occurred last night.

So touching..... *sob sob*

I love them all, who made my advanced birthday party went Aasdfghjkl@#$%^&*()!

Thanks to my big bro, Boy who really made the party happening.

He was like, "THEY SAY THAT TEENAGER SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME!"

Awesome aye? I know.

He's the most epic brother that I had. Like seriously, everything epic is from him. No one else.

I repeat, NO ONE ELSE, but HIM.

Okay that's too scary lmfao.

Didn't captured a lot of pictures last night. I think it's only two pictures.

*sigh*

Full memory, well, I think other people captured a picture of me.

YEAY!

I want to thank for the monkeys: Ding, Boy, Jep, Aaron, Dylon, Hensley and Tek.

Thank you very very very the much for making my 14th birthday into an awesome yet epic advanced party. Oh em gee I love you guys! Hahahah so Indian :p

To be continue later, at night.

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Hello April♥ weeeeeee!

Wednesday, April 4, 2012 | 0 Comments

Goodbye March, Hello April! ♥

My most favourite month in every year! Hihi.

I really love the month of April. 4: resembles of the femininity of a young lady.

HAH. Please don't believe with my fag fake crap. LOL.

So yeah, tomorrow is the White/Holy Thursday. Whoever is Catholic, you must go to Church, or else.

Okay, tomorrow, it's the last day of learning session for our school.

Why won't you gave us holiday from Wednesday till Friday? Ugh.

I know, our school is really.... eggs.

And oh, why wont you give us holiday forever? That will be just fun. weeeeeee -.-

Seriously I don't like 'cuti gantung'.

It's like nothing. Bagus lagi p sekolah kalau gantung cuti dia.

Today is holiday, tomorrow school day, and the next day is holiday.

Dafug brotha?

Alang-alang from Wednesday till Friday holiday.

Oh well, I must follow the instruction given by the headmistress.

Today? Nothing happened.

If your parents wont let you out to buy props for drama, that'll be suck, right?

Yeah, mom already let me go, but dad DOESN'T.

Mark the ' doesn't ' word in red for good.

Like seriously daddy, I need to do those props. I mean we, need to do those props.

But that's okay, I know you'll be lonely and alone if I'm not at home. Like you said before:

"I'll die without you guys at home. I'll die because I'm living with this timur that is one roof with me."

PUNYA KILI.

Dad, she's a human too you know.

*Rewind the time to 14th of April 2011*

[Oh that's my mommy beside meh. Meet my Rebecca Black. HAHA not funny.]

My 13th birthday party. Not a big birthday bash, only small and simple birthday party that time. Well, still satisfied me and I really enjoyed, a lot!

Er that cake you guess?

My two annoying bros and their friends bought it for me. What a pimp. lol Be grateful angel.

LMFAO EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLING..

That's my bro, and I'm proud I have a bro like that. Hah, you jelly pepol? Hmmmm?

More picture of my 2011 small birthday bash.

Muka 13 tahun. Haven't matured yet. hihi.

Okay, lol for this?

Chai ni, daddy and chai hong :)

Reandy and Uncle Ah Yung :)

Waddup with ze face, dad? -.-

Rudy Ardycca and Arnold Junior :)

See those chickens? Very very the delicious chicken wings. *tapun*

Shocking face of Mr. Vanzvlouzjiend.

Cousin Boyd Dylonzzzzzzzzz ;D

Azizan Farhan Alex :)

Shisha. You'll get high if you smoke this. I've tried, once. Never wanna do it again, no promises. lqtm

Candid 1

Candid 2

Smoker ass.

Here comes the troll face pictures.

Whatta........

OKAY, NO MORE TROLL FACES. HAHAH.

I'll be uploading my 14 birthday bash picture, next week.

F yeah baby.

I just can't wait for my birthday next week. Never been excited like this before. Last year I wasn't like this, not that extremely excited.

What the heck is wrong with me.......

Aights, guess that's just it.

tata everybody. oh wait, like my new theme? hehexXx..

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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1st test, oh well.

Sunday, March 4, 2012 | 0 Comments

Good ze evening les gens.

I have an awesome Sunday!

All thanks to God, my family and best friends.

you guys are great! love you guys ♥

Fyi people, I'm on my way to learn another language.

And that is French.

French is the language of love.

Don't you just agree?

I fell in love with French language.

Okay enough. Anyway, my house is almost cracked up.

I MEAN, THE ADULTS ARE PARTYING. OH MY GOSH. ADULTS RULE TONIGHT O_O

I can't even hear my own voice. I sing alone, well, still the same. I can't hear a single word that came out from my mouth just now.

My house is a pub for only tonight.

Dafug? -.-

Er, so, Wednesday is the 1st test.

I haven't study especially maths and history. I don't understand a thing what my maths and history teacher taught in class.

It's like they're talking nonsense.

Oh man how am I going to pass those two subjects? Ugh.

I hope I pass. I'll study smart and hard. lol. Amen.

*last minute study....... #DahBiasa.....*

HAHAHAHAHAHA for me!

Okay, I got nothing to do now.

Kena paksa minum El Diablo oh tadi. Damn.

Well, I'm gonna be 'tendeyutung' tomorrow, or 'lowong'. lmfao

Only a sip, and I'm already feeling dizzy. Ohhhhhhhhhhh ><"

Thank God tomorrow got no Science class. If there is, I'll be dead 'cause I haven't done Teacher Nurul's work.

But she's an angel to us all.

Alright, stop writing. I'm off to study maths and history.

I'm gonna put all of my guts down on that two horrible subjects, and my ass TOO.

Character is higher than intellect. A great soul will be strong to live as well as think. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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Busy bee.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012 | 0 Comments

Er, hello me blog.

Oh my crackers, I've been really busy this week.

Busy with school, co-cum, housework.

But mostly school and co-cum.

I don't have enough time to spend it with my family.

Everyday I end up doing homework and not a single word that come out from my mouth to talk to them.

It's really awkward and sad.

Oh well.....

Except for the time to go to school and dinner time.

Yesterday, my cousin and his girlfriend a.k.a c nayang punya kakak sent me to school.

oh damn i'm super late yesterday,

Went inside the class, passed up my work and teacher scold at me and gave me demerit.

'Cause I haven't complete my essay.

Oh well.....

Okay people let's talk something else.

Next Saturday got Dance competition: 18/02/2012

Venue: Keningau Mall

Oh my, I'm nervous. I only know 5 to 7 steps I think.

Confuse aye?

Hahahaha. I'm one of the Exbop dance crew now. My brother told me to. He said I need to dance like them and run the Exrus dance crew generation.

HA!

Aren't you laughing right now?

'Cause a fat girl like me doesn't worth to dance like the pros.

Well excuse me for that, biatch.

Don't judge a book by it's cover.

Aights, another something to tell.

This week is the scout camp.

Kem Keahlian dan Kem Lencana Usaha.

No outsiders, no rover scouts. Just teachers and the seniors.

Oh, I feel like, it seems no protection. No bunch of people. No loud and funny jokes from the rover scouts.

But it's okay, still got the seniors. :)

The camp is on Saturday 'cause on Saturday, we got an extra class for the exchange events.

I forgot about the exchange events but, who cares?

I just can't wait for the camping. Weeeeeeeee.

And and this week got dance practice.

See people, aren't my life are busy like the bees? Ugh.

Even though I'm busy and stress, I still can live it up like a normal no stress person.

Now, my life got bit of looseness.

Thank, God. I miss my family so much, and I miss you too, God.

It seems like 2012 is giving me a pressure.

I sleep late and I wake early.

How awesome is that?

If I sleep early, I end up waking very late.

So the must follow fact is 'sleep late and wake early'.

It really works. Yeah, I've tried.

Okay, so today I met Sayrah,

and debate practice starts next week, she said.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!

I just can't get enough.

Oh oh oh! I can't wait for it. I wanna know how the real debate is.

Not like the debate in class. That's sucks for realz.

I wanna live, real audience, real panel and the thing inside the debating.

I really really want to know deep about it.

Ha, I hope I can in the debate.

Amen.

Twitting while blogging right now.

Tweet message with lora ze cute one.

She's there for me, always.

I'm a twitter freak now, twitter addiction. I can't stand if I didn't open my twitter for only one day. I must check it.

MUST.

Yeah, you like my new song?

Oh crush, do you feel the same way like I do?

Oh quit the crap angel. He wont like you 'cause you're fucking ugly.

Ugly duckling, yes.

I'm a nub and nerdy. No boys want a nub and nerdy girl. Just some of them.

Someone that except who really you are, not look from your outer but inner.

That's what I want,

and I know my crush is also like that too.

But seriously he doesn't even like me.

*Sound of a violin*

I'm sad. Very, very, sad. I can't help it.

It's 11:14 pm and I haven't went to bed yet.

Done with my Chinese homework. No other homework.

Oh yeah, Science! Hmm, nah, I'm too lazy for that. I'll do it tomorrow. We only go to the Lab when it's Science time.

Doing a seedling experiment.

I still remember that experiment. Did it back then in 2010, when I was 12.

Our group did the best seedling experiment ever.

Ze tallest and ze healthiest seedlings. Woop woop!

*LOL*

Okay. I'm off. Wanna tweet with the lunatics:

Lora, Adib and Eric.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Till then fellas!

Goodnight, don't let the bugs bite. xx

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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Got 99 problems, Jesus handles all of it.

Monday, January 30, 2012 | 0 Comments

SUP YAW.

Ugh, holidays are over. School's back and I didn't went to school today.

Something was wrong with my family.

I went to my room, and I cried...

It's sad that your mom said like that to you. Aren't you? Huu. My heart sank.

AND ANOTHER STORY I WANTED TO TELL..

MY HOLIDAYS WERE A TOTAL KNOCKOUT.

IT WAS SICK. DOPEST HOLIDAYS WHATSOVER. I'M SCREAMING LIKE A DOUCHE.

MAYBE I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT THIS ONLY ONE WEEK HOLIDAY. FU YEAH.

My cousin Gwen went to Keningau and she promised her parents that she will stay here for only 3 days but she was wrong.

OH EM GEE.

Last Monday was my lil' bro's birthday. Happy Belated Birthday, Roy! Kakak always loves you. I guarantee that you'll be a Priest when you grow up. Dad's wishes will finally come true.

Okay I'm off, bye humans.

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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新年快乐! Happy Chinese New Year.

Sunday, January 22, 2012 | 0 Comments

SUP HOMMIES?

Happy Chinese New Year to all of you who's celebrating it. especially me.

Haha.

I miss my family at Kota Marudu. I wish next year we could go there and celebrate with them. Amen.

Just now I went to my aunt's house. I'm so full with my uncle's cooking. He was like, the greatest chef ever! I'm fulled with his delicious Chinese food. On the table were fulled with pork.

Pork is the most awesome food ever. You'll feel sorry if you didn't eat it.

Not to tell ya'll to eat it, sorry if you guys 'tersinggung'.

My stupid mouth had start.

Okay, continue.

My aunt went to her friend's house. Yeah she can't be with us just now. Only uncle, Hengky and Ming2.

I've waited those '红包' to me but, I was wrong.

Then after we went home, she called my mom.

"Besok kamu p rumah lagi la. Suruh tu budak2 p lagi, terus saya kasi angpau sama dorang."

F yeah man. Money, come at me bruh.

Oh yeah forgot to tell about my driving lesson.

I drove today. From JPJ to Warung Alan only 'cause I'm scared. Then I parked at Warung Alan and this 4 guys laughed at me.

I was mad, and I would like to chop off their heads off. 4 fuckers laughing like a hyena.

I'm not just saying, I will do this 'cause I'm mad.

Who wouldn't be mad? Ugh.

Like you're a pro enough. Okay, just wait one day. I'll be driving like a boss, or a pro would be sarcastic.

hehehehe. *Ego laugh*

Okay I'm the one who is ego now.

Alright, I'm off. Wanna watch this movie called 'The Transporter' on Astro Ria.

Happy Birthday, Mommy! I love you for all of my entire heart. I will always love you.

新年快乐! 保护安全哦. 恭喜恭喜!

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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Broke into pieces.

Saturday, January 21, 2012 | 0 Comments

Sup people.

Yeah, I deactivate my facebook account. Well, both of it.

I can't stand seeing my stupid attitude to one of my best friend.

I'm so stupid!

Yes, I am. Now I'd realized that I'm a total stupid brat, sorry for everything sister. Fuck my careless mouth.

I'm so sad now.

I said something unusual, but not in purpose. Then my brothers heard about it.

My heart broke into pieces.

What kind of best friend am I? Yeah I know a stupid one, right? Okay, I can't celebrate Chinese New Year if like this. Every time I remember about my stupid attitude, I cry.

Holy shit, why Angel why? Why are so fucking stupid that you can say it out loud to your brothers? Oh fuck man!

I should die. But before I die, I wanna go to confession first.

But it's okay, God still care about us, who didn't cared about people. We're the same :)

Now I don't need that shit-ass facebook anymore. I'm free from social website. Too much socialite there and I'm almost die of the socialites.

Teens nowadays need to have time with their loved ones. Too much online-ing facebook will have a tense relationship with family. So, stop being so social my friend.

It's not really good. *take note*

TELL YOU ALL THE TRUTH:

Straight away from that,

I have to go to confession later. At 2 something maybe.

Also the special people, they're perfect too 'cause they don't know what they do. By that, they don't have any sins.

They are very special, and you guys should know that.

If ya'll have teased someone who's not that normal, you are fucking idiot.

You guys should have been threw out to hell.

Amen for that.

EAT MY ASS, BIATCH.

No one should underestimate him. Therefore, they should face to face with me.

You're chicken?

Glad to know that, ass.

Anyway, Beyb will teach how to drive later 'cause mom told me to -.-

Curse that.

She said I should drive to school everyday so that she can sleep more and rest more.

I know, mom's really tired but still she can wake up early everyday just to send me to school then after that she shower and do that do this then go to office.

Poor mom.

^ This will satisfy me a lot. Maybe when I say this to them in the future, I will cry a river :L

Okay, I should stop here 'cause I can't stand looking at my post. Bye and shalom peeps.

p/s: Dear ex-best friend, if you saw this, I will always love you. Remember that. Even though you wont forgive me, it's okay. I'll just accept the fact.

God bless, xo,Angel(;

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Tragedy.

Friday, January 20, 2012 | 0 Comments

HELLO EVERYBODEHH!

It's holiday!

And you know what's that suppose to be mean?

MORE HOMEWORK!

fuckerruuuuuuue -.-

So yeah, I've been left/abandon my blog for awhile. My real diary too.

As for that, I wanna make a loooooooooong update today cuhs I got a loooooooooooot of stories to tell you guys.

Yesterday was a shit day for me.

This form 1 prefect asked to tuck-in my shirt *'cause I'm wearing pj's shirt* but in a rude way. I mean,

watafak girl?

NO.

And yeah, you're still form 1 little girl. You're 13 and I'm 14. You could die as soon as possible if you want to.

Oh I'm such a rude senior! Muahahah!

so beat it, losers.

In fact, I just tucked-in my shirt.

Just to make sure that people know that Imma good student.

On the way to get those forks from the Chinese canteen, I shared my feelings to Jacinta. Right beside me when that tragedy happened. We talked while we're heading to the Chinese canteen. lol.

Okay enough yesterday's tragedy. Let's talk about today!

It's Friday!

Alright, it's Friday. Today at school was fun! I can't forget about this.

Weird.

We didn't have the opportunity to wear those mustache that had print by Joy. So, we just get on with it and start acting. Me, Mc Ohlsen, Kellyn, Joy and Nella: we're in a group of 5.

"Woooooooooooi! Masuuuuuuuuuk!"

-Hahaha my line. We made it spontaneously. No remembering lines, no script, no that. Just spontaneous.

"Berhenti berkawad. Kau, kau kasi bersih kasut saya! Oi kau perempuan! Kau petik tu bunga. Kau kira la berapa yang kau petik tu, nanti saya tanya kau tidak tau, awas ah!"

A lot of people laughed at our acting, this is a good news. Glad they liked it!

Only that part I like the most. Then, it's nothing. Ert and Science, home away.

Oh yeah!

It's almost Chinese New Year!

I can't wait to celebrate it.

I can't wait for open houses, I can't wait for fun with my family and friends, I can't wait for the 'red packet' so that I can earn some $$ money! F yeah buddy.

Too bad we can't go to Kota Marudu.

There I got a looooooooooot of Chinese family. Since my late grandma is Chinese, I got Chinese blood too.

Cool.

Another announcement!

My brothers are going back to Keningau today! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

After weeks they're at KK, I missed them so much. They're my bodyguard actually. Whoever bully or tease me, they'll help me to beat up the person.

How great is your life to have a brother? Super duper great. No, superb awesome.

Okay, I have to go to my piano class. I have to paid my January fee and also I want to work hard and study hard for my theory exam on July or August. I hope I pass! Amen :)

Bye pepol!

God Bless, xo,Angel(;

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