Happy happy 18th birthday, Harry Styles ♥
Happy happy happy birthday to you Harry the curly.
Awe, I wish I can say like that to you.
Oh in your dreams angel. I pray every night that I can meet them one day.
oh yeah.
No one should give a damn about it. What? You jelly? Go ahead. You can be jelly as long as you want.
i don't give a fu about you guys.
So yeah. Wishing you once again, happy 18th birthday Harry Styles.
I love you like I love you all. ♥
xx
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
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The choices are 'BLOCKING' me.
AH HELLO MATE!
Good day.
I went to school this morning. I guess everything's normal. Hmm.
I found out who really my best friends are. A lesson for me:
but still i love you guys. never ever will forget ya'll, even though you guys really hate me.
Well, this world got a lot of people, right? So, it doesn't mean that you'll be forever alone.
You can make a new friend, duh.
And you guys should know that God is your forever best friend. He will never leave you alone, never hate you, never lie to you, never stabbed your back, never this and that. He's loyal to you, forever will be. Don't think that you've lost your best friend, and no one wants to be your friend.
NO.
You still have a lot of other friends, family and most important, GOD.
So don't feel sad and broken heart. Be yourself, do your own 'swagger' style.
I wanna tell you guys, I almost move to SM Keningau II 'cause I can't stand that my x-best friend hate me so much. But mom said to me, "Angel, kau p saja d school. Kau minta protection dari Tuhan, dia akan tolong kau tu. He will always hear your prayer, and everyone too. P saja ah, ingat tu doa yang mamy suruh kau baca selalu 'Yesus dalam aku dan aku dalam dia, maka aku akan selamat. Amen.' Okay?"
I cried, but I hide my tears. ^ Conversation early 5:50 in the morning. After that I go to toilet and do what usually I do.
And yes, God heard my prayer.
Only 12 words and it's already 2 times powerful than your normal prayer. Not saying that your normal prayer doesn't powerful, it is and this is 2 times more powerful. 12 words, that is STRONG.
Okay, enough talking about this. I feel annoyed.
Oh yeah, about that title. My seniors Sayrah and Clara asked me to join the English Debate with them and I haven't give them my answer yet.
I don't know how to debate. Ugh.
The other one is, my friend Sycelle, Sayrah's lil sis, asked me to join Choral Speaking and I've already wrote my name.
I love Choral Speaking like, wsdfghuiokjnbcdasdfghjkl! :D
But I should try something new, something extraordinary, something I haven't tried before like 'Debate'.
Mom encourage me to join Debate than Choral Speaking 'cause I've joined it since year 4 and I already had an experience.
"How bout Debate? Debate is a bit challenging. But it's fun though."
Mom said like that to me.
And dad too.
[I'm in second row, the one who's looking at the left side from your front.]
Found this in Google. This time I'm a year four girl.
Still round and chubby little fat girl.
This time we're not competing with other school. We've been invited by the District Library to make a presentation. It was a moment of a life time.
Next year a.k.a 2009, I joined the Spelling Bee competition.
HAHAHAHAHA funny moments.
I still remember I got 3rd place that time. I got fun moments with Ornella, Darren and Matthew.
and it will never happen again.
1st place was Julian from St. Francis Xavier, 2nd was Ornella and 3rd was me. Oh yeah. Imma good speller. Lol. Not so good, okay?
Choral Speaking and Spelling Bee checked. Debate? Nope. Other than that, Public Speaking, Drama and lots. I got no idea what am I thinking now. Gosh, maybe I'm going to pick Debate. I wanna try it. Yeah, I do man.
It's too bad if you wont try something new, something really challenging.
*Minutes after, thinking for an answer.*
My answer is DEBATE!
To who is joining debate, we'll meet! trololololol.
Okay, I'm going to do homework. Have to finish my maths exercise, complete my science note and I have to memorize words 'cause it's spelling time!
lol.
And we have to make a presentation in front of the class. The title is "My ambition."
I have a lots of ambition.
I wanna be an English teacher, pianist, singer and a stewardess. 4 choices. Oh my crackers, it's hard to pick 'cause I want to be all of it. Woots.
1)English Teacher
The reason why I want to be an English teacher, it's because I love English subject. Other than that, I love to teach other people too, mostly kid. I want to be an educated teacher, who loves her student. Loyal, active, creative, kind and funny teacher. I want my future students to love me. Awe, that's going to be sweet.
2)Pianist
My dream since I started taking piano lesson. 05/01/2007 was the date I first entered the house of music. I can feel the aura of music that was played by my ex senior. Now, he's working at Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music, London, United Kingdom. He's an artist, he's a performer, he traveled around the world and he's my idol. I wanted to be like him. He's the greatest senior ever. *Salute*
3)Singer
The biggest and the earliest dream I ever dreamed. I wanted to be a singer and I started to sing when I was 1 year old, well, my dad said. I sing in the morning, afternoon, evening and even before bed time. Haha. Can't believe that but I have to believe it. Mom said I love to sing 'Twinkle twinkle little star'. Everyday I sing that song. At the age of 6, I started to sing in some occasion. I never joined any singing competition before. So I continue as I'm growing up and I finally wrote a song. It's called "Fly high butterfly". I know it's kinda weird but I try to upload it later. Yeah, if I have a chance to meet One Direction one day, I'll promise myself I will marry one of them. *Epic, disaster.* I hope my wishes came true. Amen.
4)Stewardess
Hah! Since I watched Awan Dania, the ambition of wanted to be a stewardess was on my list. I want to travel around the world, see the beautiful view in other country. It feels like heaven when you appreciate the beauty. Oh this world is amazing. I wanted to be like my cousin, Natalie 'cause she's a stewardess too. But she's on MAS wings. She only travel to West and East Malaysia. I want to travel all over the world.
But the most I want to be is a Singer and I wish I can be someday. Amen.
Okay off! It's 10:20 pm and I haven't started doing my homework yet. Oh gosh, I'm dead.
I could have die.
Tomorrow got Co-cum. I'm going to be late. Darn.
Night night peeps! :)
God Bless, xo,Angel(; Labels: biggestFAN♥, Dream Place♥, My Life, singing♥
Got 99 problems, Jesus handles all of it.
SUP YAW.
Ugh, holidays are over. School's back and I didn't went to school today.
Something was wrong with my family.
The reason why I didn't went to school today 'cause there's no one will take care of my dad and my lil' bro, roy. I woke up at 6 today. Directly to the kitchen to make breakfast for them. After for awhile, my housemate Jen went to the kitchen to help me. Yeah, the works finished quickly if she help me. At 7, mom woke up and asked me why I didn't went to school.
"Saya kesian ba sama kau mamy. Kau rela tidak p kerja sebab tiada orang mau jaga daddy sama roy. Mamy, sakit hati saya ba sebab you're the only one who sacrifice for us. Find money for food, drink, needs. Saya yang mau menangis oh mamy." - How I answered my mom.
She said ini hal orang tua. Tidak payah mau sibuk. Kau mesti mau p school, mau belajar, mau success. Kau tidak jealous ka tei? Anak kawan2 mamy semua berjaya. Kau bila? Tei, mamy tau kau memang mau tolong mamy tapi tanggungjawab kau yang sebenar ialah study. Be a smart student. I don't want you to fail.
I went to my room, and I cried...
It's sad that your mom said like that to you. Aren't you? Huu. My heart sank.
AND ANOTHER STORY I WANTED TO TELL..
MY HOLIDAYS WERE A TOTAL KNOCKOUT.
IT WAS SICK. DOPEST HOLIDAYS WHATSOVER. I'M SCREAMING LIKE A DOUCHE.
MAYBE I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT THIS ONLY ONE WEEK HOLIDAY. FU YEAH.
My cousin Gwen went to Keningau and she promised her parents that she will stay here for only 3 days but she was wrong.
She stayed for 1 week and it satisfied me a lot. Wooooooooooooo! It was great with her. I can't live without her but what could I do? Dad said if he's already recover from his illness, he'll tell me to move to Tambunan and live with Gwenny.
OH EM GEE.
I can't wait to get out from this district. This stupid fucking ass district. I hate Keningau like seriously, Keningau is kinda hell for me. I wish I can get out from here and start a new life in another district. I know you guys don't please me but the fuck? This is my choice, my dignity. Who the eff are you.
Oh that Louis's gif. I saw their video diary and I searched for the gif of it and I found it. Hahaha. Oh my gosh isn't he cute? He is right? Harry and Liam, Niall and Zayn too. Five of them are super effin HOT. I just can't get enough of them. wew.
Last Monday was my lil' bro's birthday. Happy Belated Birthday, Roy! Kakak always loves you. I guarantee that you'll be a Priest when you grow up. Dad's wishes will finally come true.
Okay I'm off, bye humans.
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
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ze Long and ze Short post.
Good evening followers, and whoever visited my blog.
Okay, this is long and short post for only update. Sorry bloggy 'cause I've abandon you. I got no time to blog and yea I'm busy with homework, chores, homework, piano class, homework, scout activities, homework.
See, I changed my background again 'cause the old one looks like a heart-broken kinda layout. Gee, sorry man. I'm not in the mood of heart broken anymore. Oh gosh, super yeah for me! Yeaaaaaaaaaah! Hahaha. Aight, see why I'm so happy? 'Cause, well, something. Something you shouldn't know.
Nah, just kidding. Sooner ya'll know what/who it is. Hihi :)
Alright, I'm off. School tomorrow, and it's Thursday and the next day is Friday! Three cheers for Rebecca Black day!
lol. Good night me followers! Me gusta you all! ♥
happy 18th birthday, Zayn Malik.
I love you like I love all of you guys.
Awe, I wish I can say that to ya'll. But sadly I can't :(
oh well.
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
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Night falls.
Hello and good night fellas :)
Nothing much. FY and nella text me.
I missed my gathering with old friends. Damn. I'm sad, truly 'cause I miss them so much. Long time didn't see each other. Then I called nella, I talked to Elisha, Amos, Rachel and Sean. Awe, Elisha, Amos and Sean's voice changed. Haha. Wow, their voice are so weird right now. Rachel you guess? She's fine, always with her cute childish voice. Still the same. Same old Rachel.
Now what? I'm downloading games for incoming Christmas at kampung! It's for curing boredom when I got nothing to do 'cause there's no wireless there. So it's hard. Exchange laptop with cousins to play other games on their laptop to cure more boredom! Yesssssssssssssssssssssss! That's a big YES!
Downloaded 9 games in a row. Gonna download more later or sooner. While that, I'm listening to Bad Meets Devil - Lighters ft. Bruno Mars and One Direction - Gotta Be You.
Now the latest news. Greyson Chance had arrived at 10.45 pm at KKIA just now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Gosh. So sad. It's okay. If 1D will go to KK, I'll cry in front of mommy and coax her to buy me 1D's concert ticket! Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee;D I'll get a chance to camwhore with them and have their sign, especially my crush LOUIS!
Pfffffftt. Quit dreaming angel. If they go to KK, maybe you'll just sit around on couch at home while everyone's screaming for 1D. Sucks to be you.
Stfu you brainy. Aights! That's enough downloading 10 games tonight. I'm sleepy. #Off!
Night:)
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Hartzlin Vanzvanessa♥
A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believe in the smile on your face.
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My parents has stated my name Hartzlin Vanzvanessa since I was born. 14 years of age. Asian, Land below the wind. Sm Ken Hwa, Keningau. I'm a wannabe pianist, potterhead, die-hard Liverpool fan, chewing-machine, part-time singer and dancer, twitter addict and a maniac. When I'm bummed, God always there for me. He never leave me behind. I'm going to tell everybody that I love my most awesome God, Jesus Christ, most hilariously epic Idang/Edang family, my besties who are very wild failed yet handsome gorgeous senor senorita and my most joker a.k.a funny ass awesome yet insanely cute and humble bboy boyfriend. Yes, I'm officially taken by Brovell Arbel Brocyleo. I love him and he loves me, fullstop.
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