Wasted (Part II)
OMG MY BLOG, SORRY FOR ABANDONING YOU FOR THE SECOND TIME, AGAIN :(
I SUCK, FOR REAL.
I'm too busy with school, until I forgot about my precious blog.
Soooooooooooooooooo jahat de.
Oh well.
Hello bloggy, followers and whoever is visiting my blog.
Sorry for not updating my blog, I'm just too busy with school-life.
Like seriously, I don't have a time to relax. Oh facebook? It's like, only 2 until 3 hours I online. Then off.
Except for holidays. Yeah.
Next week Wednesday is 'Ching Ming Jie'. It's for the Chinese people. Er, kasi bersih kuburan. hehe.
And on Friday it's Good Friday.
So this week is the last week of fasting. After all this time. God, sorry for what bad things that I had done to you and others. I'm imperfect, easy to fall in sins. Bless me, Lord.
Let's talk about March, shall we?
On the 12th of March, it's the 1st test holiday. Nothing to do at home, just another boring first day of holiday. Lala called me and told me there's a 'Life In The Spirit Seminar for Teens' at Church. Took a shower, and at 2. Off to Church with mommy, bringing 2 put of rice. Wait for Lala and Wanda, I met Kellyn and Dymphna. We 5 stay strong together that time on Seminar. We know more about God, we wanna get near with Him, because he's the God and no other God that should be praised, instead of Him, Lord, Jesus Christ.
I'm so happy 'cause I have the chance to go to that Seminar and I didn't waste my holiday, staying at home, watching tv and gain fats. But I went to Seminar, that changed my life. That cured my inner-wound, and outpouring of holy spirit. That two were my favourite part in throughout the Seminar.
I'm happy that God, written my name on his palm. I'm the chosen one, and I'm happy that you've picked me, Lord. Hallelujah to the Lord. The Seminar was held on 3 days, and yes, it was spontaneously HOLY-FUN! Hallelujah :)
Last Friday a.k.a 23rd of March, our school has held a Prime Camp or in Malay 'Kem Perdana'. I didn't expected that I will became the platoon leader of Scout. Another great experience I earn. As a leader, I must have the responsibility in me, take care and tolerance with my members. On Saturday night was the 'Night Culture'. You know what we Scout 06 performed? Dikir Barat okay? HAHAHAH :D Wow, we are awesome that time. I will not forget that moment, moment in time. Gosh!
Last day was the sukaneka and after that, we got a 'Yell revenge'. <-- lmfao for that. Lastly, it's the result time. We won a lot of award. Yeah, we got in 1st place on 'Night Culture performance'. The most happiest award I got was the "Best female participant". AAAAAAAAHHHH! I'm screaming inside! Wicked awesome, best momentos eva :)
Hah, that was fun right?
I know! But time wont turn back, so, it's just a memory. Awesome memory ever, never ever ever will forget that camp. Fyi, it was my first time to join Prime camp. lqtm. -.-
I don't give a damn buddy, asalkan saya ada pergi.
Such Malay, and that's a good call for me.
Scout 06 forever dude.
I never wanna change other units, always and forever scout.
You heard me people? Want me to repeat?
"I NEVER WANNA CHANGE OTHER UNITS, ALWAYS AND FOREVER SCOUT".
Is it enough?
Yes?
Good. I like that.
***
okay that's it.
Funfair tomorrow with Nella, Nadine, Jacinta and ze other girlfriendsssss ♥
Gonna zumba eh zumba lo ah with them.
HAHAHA.
Chiao people :)
God Bless, xo,Angel(; Labels: High School ♥, kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life
1st test, oh well.
Good ze evening les gens.
I have an awesome Sunday!
All thanks to God, my family and best friends.
you guys are great! love you guys ♥
Fyi people, I'm on my way to learn another language.
And that is French.
French is the language of love.
Don't you just agree?
I fell in love with French language.
Okay enough. Anyway, my house is almost cracked up.
I MEAN, THE ADULTS ARE PARTYING. OH MY GOSH. ADULTS RULE TONIGHT O_O
I can't even hear my own voice. I sing alone, well, still the same. I can't hear a single word that came out from my mouth just now.
My house is a pub for only tonight.
Dafug? -.-
Er, so, Wednesday is the 1st test.
I haven't study especially maths and history. I don't understand a thing what my maths and history teacher taught in class.
It's like they're talking nonsense.
Oh man how am I going to pass those two subjects? Ugh.
I hope I pass. I'll study smart and hard. lol. Amen.
*last minute study....... #DahBiasa.....*
HAHAHAHAHAHA for me!
Okay, I got nothing to do now.
Kena paksa minum El Diablo oh tadi. Damn.
Well, I'm gonna be 'tendeyutung' tomorrow, or 'lowong'. lmfao
Only a sip, and I'm already feeling dizzy. Ohhhhhhhhhhh ><"
Thank God tomorrow got no Science class. If there is, I'll be dead 'cause I haven't done Teacher Nurul's work.
But she's an angel to us all.
Alright, stop writing. I'm off to study maths and history.
I'm gonna put all of my guts down on that two horrible subjects, and my ass TOO.
Character is higher than intellect. A great soul will be strong to live as well as think. - Ralph Waldo Emerson
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
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Three cheers for the 2012 year.
Dear 2012, please be nice and HELLO MARCH!
HELLO PEOPLE IN EARTH FOR LIVING!
Man, long time didn't update my blog.
Sorry bloggy :(
I was super busy with school. Actually, last week was the scout camp. Last three weeks has been cancelled. So, last Friday was the camp!
HAHAHAHA oh my gosh how are you my followers?
I got lots lots lots lots lots and TONS of story to tell, I mean to write.
Whatever.
Alright. So yeah, I'm super super super duper busy with school activities.
The reason why I joined school activities this year 'cause I want to make my co-curriculum marks higher than last year. I wanna make it all A.
You jelly? Buy some.
Okay, so I joined the debate competition as I wrote on my last post. Last Monday was the last practice.
We discussed about the first motion and oh my freaking doughnut, my brain exploded.
They were discussing it and I was like:
I got no idea what were they talking of.
Teacher Vivi said it's okay. This is debate. We have to think quickly to find the main points to let the other schools break down.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Okay here's the confession.
I'm addicted to troll comics, the meme's faces. All of it.
Plus, Sabah got Sabahan Troll page now on Facebook. Go go go! Go and like the page!
Oh my gawsh Sabahan rule!
Okay, back to the topic.
Busy busy busy, no time to relax.
Everyday is a busy day for me.
Monday busy, Tuesday busy, Wednesday busy, Thursday busy, Friday busy, Saturday busy, Sunday busy.
But still I can go to church. You think I'm a lazy butt who doesn't want to meet God and pray for Him?
You skank.
You scared? Be scared, skank.
Hahahaha. I don't know what the heck am I writing right now.
Okay,so the next day is 28/02/2012 a.k.a Tuesday.
the day had come....
I was shaking real hard 'cause I'm freaking nervous. Well, who wouldn't?
I tried to avoid the nervous in me, and it worked out. I smiled and looked confident to the competitors. HIHI :D
The competition was held in SMK Bingkor.
First round: we were debating with SMK Apin-Apin
Second round: we were debating with SMK Bingkor
Final round: we were debating with SM Sfx
Oh my gosh sfx were tough, I mean they're powerful.
But thank God, we won and Clara got the Best Speaker in debating.
Well, she is :)
And yes, we're satisfied with the result. So, the practice really paid us off. Phew.
Another story that I have to tell...
So on 18/02/2012 got a special event. You know what event was on that day right?
Only some of you know.
It was the "Pencarian Juara-Juara Belia" something like that. The organizer was the Puteri UMNO.
There were Skate, Dance competition and the other one I don't know what's it called. It's more like sukaneka.
Exbop. We are everything about 'EX'.
Ha, see that? That gerenget face of mine? I was tired after dancing. The weather was hot on that Saturday afternoon. But still it's fun.
*hancur ba makeup saya oh my gosh asdyjcvbipkl;vytfvbn*
Sweating that time, and stinky. Hahah nah still fresh as a lavender. lol.
Jane did the makeup, shorts from Venny and big thanks to Blank for the shirt design!
[for more picture, check out in FACEBOOK. thanks.]
I have to say that, I'm really proud to be SM Ken Hwa's student.
You wanna know why?
WE, won the basketball competition, handball, public speaking and also debate. Not to say that we Ken Hwa's student are all arrogant. NO.
We're proud, and mostly, our Principle will be proud as much as we, her students feel proud like.
So please, don't underestimate us. Thanks. *peace*
Okay, that's enough. I have to ready 'cause I'm going to my piano class at 2. Yeah, bye people.
Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first - Mark Twain
God Bless, xo,Angel(; Labels: Dance Dance :), High School ♥, kaibiganforeverr♥, My Life, Quote
Broke into pieces.
Sup people.
Yeah, I deactivate my facebook account. Well, both of it.
I can't stand seeing my stupid attitude to one of my best friend.
I'm so stupid!
Yes, I am. Now I'd realized that I'm a total stupid brat, sorry for everything sister. Fuck my careless mouth.
I'm so sad now.
I said something unusual, but not in purpose. Then my brothers heard about it.
My heart broke into pieces.
What kind of best friend am I? Yeah I know a stupid one, right? Okay, I can't celebrate Chinese New Year if like this. Every time I remember about my stupid attitude, I cry.
Holy shit, why Angel why? Why are so fucking stupid that you can say it out loud to your brothers? Oh fuck man!
I should die. But before I die, I wanna go to confession first.
It's worth maybe, 'cause people don't care about me. So the good choice is maybe I'll back to God's side. People nowadays only think about themselves. Not even bother caring about their closest one, best friends, girlfriend/boyfriend.
But it's okay, God still care about us, who didn't cared about people. We're the same :)
Now I don't need that shit-ass facebook anymore. I'm free from social website. Too much socialite there and I'm almost die of the socialites.
Teens nowadays need to have time with their loved ones. Too much online-ing facebook will have a tense relationship with family. So, stop being so social my friend.
It's not really good. *take note*
TELL YOU ALL THE TRUTH:
I never had a fight before with her. We're always together, and forever stick each other. We're 4, so whenever one of us hate each other, me and her can't tear apart, 'cause we're sisters. She's the one who always there for me, always hear my feelings, sing together in some occasion. But now she hates me, it's a goodbye for it. No more this, no more that. No more texting with her again. I will miss that moments, I will cherish it really good.
I have a lot of friends, but only her that I really close with. She's my best friend, best sister and best cousin. I will never forget what you did to me. You're a great person, and you should know that. I'll pray that isawhoyoukiss will like you, and I know he will. Just patient, ex-best friend :)
Straight away from that,
I have to go to confession later. At 2 something maybe.
I wanna confess my sins that I've done this month, or maybe last year. Although last year I've already confessed but, we're not a perfect human. We make mistake, unnoticed, without people see noticing, but God saw what we did. And yes, we're not perfect like God. He's the almighty and the most perfect one.
Also the special people, they're perfect too 'cause they don't know what they do. By that, they don't have any sins.
They are very special, and you guys should know that.
If ya'll have teased someone who's not that normal, you are fucking idiot.
You guys should have been threw out to hell.
Amen for that.
I wanna say to all the people who are visiting my blog, I love my little baby brother so much! Even though he's an autism kid, I don't care. I will give a middle finger and a strong word if you tease or bully him.
EAT MY ASS, BIATCH.
No one should underestimate him. Therefore, they should face to face with me.
You're chicken?
Glad to know that, ass.
Anyway, Beyb will teach how to drive later 'cause mom told me to -.-
Curse that.
She said I should drive to school everyday so that she can sleep more and rest more.
I know, mom's really tired but still she can wake up early everyday just to send me to school then after that she shower and do that do this then go to office.
Poor mom.
I just can't wait when I'm older and I got a job and said this to mom and dad, "Hey mom, dad. You don't have to work for me. Now, I work for you. Thank you for all the hardworking you guys did when we're still young back then. I know it's hard but, I'll try. It's okay, you guys can stay home and watch tv all day 'cause that's what we did when we're still kids. Mom, dad, I appreciate what you guys did to us. Give us money to school, drove us here, drove us there, bought us this, bought us that. But now? Your turn mom, dad. It's worth a shot. I love you mom, dad, and I will never forget about you both kindness to us siblings. :)"
^ This will satisfy me a lot. Maybe when I say this to them in the future, I will cry a river :L
Okay, I should stop here 'cause I can't stand looking at my post. Bye and shalom peeps.
p/s: Dear ex-best friend, if you saw this, I will always love you. Remember that. Even though you wont forgive me, it's okay. I'll just accept the fact.
God bless, xo,Angel(;
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First day, first stress.
Hello everybody and good evening.
As this night approaches, let me tell you my story of first day of school.
3rd of January 2012
Okay, I woke up at 6:24 am and I thought I was late for school. Off from bed, took my towel and in to toilet. Yes I didn't have the time to shower again 'cause really, it's already late! I just brushed my teeth, wash my face and out from toilet. Wore my baju kurung, wrist watch, powder up, stockings, shoes, bags and chiao!
Halfway, and I can see from outside that all of people were heading to the hall. Oh gosh, I rushed down from the car and not forgetting to say 'bye ding' to my brother before I close the door. Run and run and run with my new 'Vans' school shoes that I bought from Nicole. Nah, it's not vans it's 'North Star'. Haha.
Heading to the hall alone with crowded people and I saw the juniors. Hmm, they look obviously nerdy. They looked like me too last year. Oh gosh, they reminded me when I was a form one girl. I miss being little. *Inside* Searching for my friends. *Where are they?* - my heart said. And hey, I saw Jacinta. We talked only for 8 seconds and she left with her other friends and beside me I saw Flory, Mei Qi, Ming-ming and Chelsea.
'eeeeeeeee flory! saya rindu kauuuuuuuu!' That's the first thing I said to her, and the rest too. I miss them like, I never saw them for infinity years. It's like, we lost and lastly meet each other back. Awe, miss them like hell. After that, I saw Lala. 'wooooooooooi lala! hahah!' I guess I said that and she saw my shoes and got jealous. Yaka lala? haha! "nigaaaaaaaa! oii! bahaha!' It's Nadine the one who I called. Hahaha. She's a nigger. lol. And the others, Rista, Joy, Wanda, Men-men, Sharon and else, I talked to them too. Hee :)
It's a special assembly. So we sat in front, not too front. Beside me was Lala, behind me were Flory, Mei Qi, Chelsea and Ming-ming. Behind Lala were Rista, Loved and the santungs I guess? I forgot. lol. We bragged, chatted, laughed, cut nails. Aren't we're lunatics? Yes, of course we are! Duh, then they said to me I moved to 2 Setia *first class*. First my thought was like: Oh you guys joking me right? Haha. Second thought: What? Seriously guys I'm serious okay? Third thought: Accompany me to the bulletin board now. Last thought: Oh my, it's real. *Smile*
So, my dreams came true. I studied hard and smart for the past year, 2011, and I gain ground with it. Thank you Lord ♥ I thanked you for hearing my prayers :) Okay, first day of school? Already stress out! Oh my gosh, man, it was like, someone beak my brain. A bird for example and electric current struck my brain also. But still I manage to understand it and did the homework and yeah, my class teacher is nice and cute too! tehee.
HAHAHAHA okay that was my story about first day of school. My expectation was fun, happiness, funny teachers, no homework, but my it was all wrong. Reality was loaded homework, mean teachers, stress, insanity and grey hair increase *I think*.
It was stress but I don't care about that stress thingy. All I do was having fun with Rista, Joy and Lala. We're in a group for sure. Oh yeah, we're the back-seat girls. F yeah dude. Haha. Tunjuk kuat, macam tai ja kami ne. But still, I love them ba. Oh and I remembered we voted Joy as Chief Sanitary and she did. We voted Lala as Class cheer leader and she lost. Haha we laughed all the way 'cause only 5 out of 44 students voted for her. Poor Lala, next time you'll have all the task.
So today I went to Sunset Mass. I was kinda love the whole Mass songs, it was Christmas songs actually. Gosh, the theme was Efifani (The Appearance of Christ) and the whole song was Christmas songs. I fell in love with the choirs's voice. They really have that talent and a sincere heart to sing for God. Awe, I wish I can join the Church choir. Hmm :/
Okay it's kinda late, so, Good night me followers! Love ya(: Texting with Dyra first! hee ♥
Who ever visited my blog, don't forget to follow me. Copy my url blog, go to dashboard, click add and paste it. Done! :D
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
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School starts tomorrow.
Hello people! School starts tomorrow, and you know what's that suppose to mean?
More homework!
YES!
Hahaha! I don't know why miss school so much. It's been like years I didn't went to school. I miss my friends and I promise I will hug them one by one tomorrow morning. I love them I miss them. Okay, tell you guys the truth, this happiness of going to school will only last one day. Just one day, not more than one day. Will meet the bitches again. Fuuuuuuuu-
Reminds me of my gayfriends: Ching, Nella and Naye.
I miss this 3 the most. Awe, they all like my sisters from another mother. Wanna wake up early in the morning and getting ready to go to school and meet them, chat and brag and laugh with them. Miss those fun moments with the 3 gays. Xoxo guys ;*
Sinta, Brenda, Joy, Men-men, Ron, Gay, Ite, Ah Jed, Elvin: I miss you guys too! After school, we all always wait at canteen right? Awe, don't forget, that's our place! No one should take that place from us 'cause that is ours. Except for Ching. She went home really early 'cause she follow school bus, and also Naye too. tehee ;3
Okay, what's on my mind now is how am I going to face my last year ERT teacher? I haven't finish my ERT coursework. Seriously I hate knitting but I have to do it for my PMR next year. I really, really have to do it. I love cooking and this year is cooking course I guess? Hmm. I hope I can do it 'cause I love cooking. Heck yes baby.
I have to find those work and drawings I made last year and give it to my teacher. It will only take minutes if I search it really fast. I don't know where I put the works and drawings. Man I really have to find it before tomorrow.
Yes, I'm hurt because of a boy. As you can see my facebook status, I cried after I posted it. Such a baby -.-
And that boy is a jerk, for real.
I don't give damn for you any more. I thought you still the same, same old you. I was wrong, I was wrong to believe people words. You changed, a lot than ever, and I'm disappointed. Very.
You know what? Maybe I should stop hoping for you from now on. You only make my life miserable. Also stop posting about me, cursing me, talking back. It hurts okay? You shitzz. Ugh, get a life buddy. Oops, buddy? Oh no no no. Get a life, ass. Yea that's more better.
You'll never be a buddy of mine, ass.
Never mind I'll find, someone like you CDM. What about that, punk? You deserve that shit.
I'm off, gonna find that work and drawings of mine. Bye :)
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
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Christmas trip next December.
Hello senor y senorita! Good afternoon :) May God bless your day.
Me and Gwenny were checking the flight schedule. Dad said next December we're going to UK! So, jyeaaaaaaaaah we are superbly excited about it. Who wouldn't right? It's the UNITED KINGDOM man! Okay, this is the first time I go oversea to celebrate Christmas Day. But still haven't confirm yet, still in discuss.
Oh please, please. I wanna go there so badly! *frown*
So we checked on Malaysia Airlines *'cause we know that Air Asia is really sucks, bad service and dirty*, checked the amount of money we have to pay if we wanted to go from Kota Kinabalu to London - Heathrow, and this is what we saw:
[click the picture to see a larger view]
Okay, this is just an example. We made 4 adults and 4 children. Well, I just looked to that circle thingy and it cost RM5238. We're like, okay then. We still got a lot money to add with. Until I saw that, the one with the pointer. Oh shoot.
U mad bro? The heck man -.- Okay, that total including tax are for 8 people. Well how about 11 people? Even more than this one! Oh mother of pearl, can we survive? But still it's the best deal, only RM5238. No best deal? You'll just have to dream it. Original price is RM8968. Fuuuuuuuuuuuu- I hope next December got best deal.
Like really, I don't have that a lot of money. If I'm a millionaire, I'll be traveling around the world right now with my family. No, trillionaire is better. oh how i wish..
Oh my gosh, I almost forgot. I have to go to Nella's grandma house. They got open house today. Shucks, I almost forgot. Ergh, I'll ask mommy first if I can go. If yeah, I'll bring Gwenny along. If not, hmm, well, too bad.
Bye semuaaaaaaa! lol
God Bless,xo,Angel(;
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21122011:Awesome night♥
Ola hello hi everyone. Goodnight and shalom.
Just got back from the Dance Revolution at Complex, I mean at 9 something just now. Got back from complex, then change clothes and go to kitchen and eat 'cause I didn't have my dinner before going there. *Poor me, too excited to go* I'm with Ally, Belle and Rachel ♥
I saw my friend posted on her profile that Gzow won! Oh yeaaaaaaaaaaah man. But really they deserve to be on the 1st place or nice to say, Winner! Oh my, I'm so proud of them. Hey followers, if you went to DR just now, Gzow is the best crew right? Awmaigawd the way they breaking, acting and and and dance freely were amazaynnnnnn! Like Zayn Malik. Hahaha my my, I'm out of the topic. For me, Gzow, Killer Squad and Exbop are sick! Awesome, dope! MIC is okay too ;3
I didn't record it, Ally and Belle did. Yeah forgot to tell that I'm half deaf. You know why? The two cute girls were screaming like they saw a ghost. Nah, more like a cute girl are screaming like in heaven. trolololol for that. Well, they are. Duh ;D But yea I'm screaming like a screamo that is half dead.
Whaaaaaaaaaaaat?
Okay I'm off. Off to sleep. Yeay! :)
God bless, xo,Angel(;
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Dance Revolution.
Good day bloggerians! It's 3:36 in the afternoon, and yeah, it's freakin' hot now. Wohh~ *Sweating*
Tonight is the Dance Revolution Competition. Oh gosh I really want to go! I hope I can go. Hmm. *padahal memang pun. lol* Hahahah 'cause my bro's are going too. They didn't joined the competition 'cause they didn't have any time and they're stress about the thingy that they will going to KL next year or next month.
Be sure to watch my brothers on TV3 next year!
Dance Revolution are divided into two categories: Modern Dance & Korean Pop Dance. Oh yea, Nella and the MIC's are joining too! So yeah that's why I wanna go and watch her dance with the MIC. I'll go there and accompany Ally, yeah, Shirley Olim. teheeee;3 My biggy sister, i love Ally♥
Hmm, last night uh, I mean this morning at 1 something, me and Gwenny were webcaming. I'm like eeeeee she's getting cuter! Yeah she's whiter than me too. trololol Poor you Angel. I'm a timur, like seriously guys if saw me on the street, I really look like a timur. A timur that got many zits on ze face and got ze blackhead on ze nuse.
WHAT THE HECK AM I SAYING? -.-
Le listening to Christmas songs for lighten up my Christmas spirit. 4 days till Christmas Day! wohoooooooooo. Tomorrow or Friday we will going back to Tambunan. I can't wait for it! Before I go to Tambunan, I'll write a Christmas post for you guys and I guarantee it will entertain and make you all realize what is the definition of 'Christmas Day'.
Okay I'm off! Gonna go and take a shower. DR, I'm coming!
God Bless, xo,Angel(;
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Everyday I love you.
Good morning everyone!
Maybe I'll just write a short post for this morning. I just wanna told you guys that everyday I fall in love with him. Like seriously man. Now, his profile picture looks like Edward Cullen.
FER REALZZ.
Oh my gosh, like, seriously dude, what makes you so cute? Like that domo thingy, domo doll. Wait, you look like Shin Chan for me. Awe, cute! Okay enough angel. If he saw this you'll be embarrass. Well yea I'm telling the truth, there's no need to hide right? But really if he saw this post, I'll be a freak. I'll be embarrass for my entire life! Intensity life!
lol.
*This is what I called Edward look-alike Cullen, right? I fall in love with him everyday. Awe♥*
Okay, I wanna show you guys this video:
I saw this video from Kelvin's profile.
Hey guys, this is Lionelson *a person that I know since last year that I know from Daryl Spencer*. Hahaha. Last year I was texting with Daryl and so, I know all of his friends 'cause they said that he liked me. Aish, cerita lama okay? Sekarang dia ada girl tu, awe, sweet ba dorang. Like seriously! ;D
Lionelson, your voice is awesome!
Okay night everybody! Bye(;
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Almost destroy.
Good morning and shalom khavehrot. *I'm learning Hebrew, that's why.*
Well, let's chat. Um, later in afternoon, going to confession with the brothers and Florytiuuut c pindik! Awe. Seriously I miss her effin' much! Gee can't wait to meet her tomorrow! Argh! Flory I love you and I miss you moreeeeeee! If you saw this, please, you know me right? A hyperactive ladey? Hahaha ;D
The craps are starting again.
Okay. Now, I wanna be a good girl. Gonna confess my sins and thank God that he forgive me, as always he is. You're the only one who understands me the most. You know how I live with my miserable life now. It's terrible and you're the only one who knows how I feel. When I'm happy, you're here with me. Sad, angry or whatever, you're the one who is beside me, always. I love you God. I promise, my family will make you happy for your incoming birthday. Amen :)
Hmm, about that title? Almost destroy. Yes, it is.
You know what's 'almost destroy'? Our family! Dad almost move out from this house and go to Tawau with his family. We're crying like heck hell man. We're terribly sad about it. Dad said, "My kids doesn't need me anymore. They don't want me here to live with them anymore. It's okay, they are already grown up. I'll just move to Tawau and stay with my family."
And I was like: Dad, who said we don't need you anymore? You're so important to us, especially mom. She loves you very much 'cause you're her husband. Who wouldn't be sad if her husband leaves her? Well, that's called a BITCH-FREAK!
Dad, we love you, we love you so much. One thing I didn't satisfied with my dad is, he's a partial man. He treats his family nicely and don't let them do works. But if from my mom's family, he's partial attitude will come out. He'll tell them to work, to do that to do this. Aren't that is so annoying? Dear cousins from mom's side, I've been there, everyday man, everyday. But patient is the first thing you have to do 'cause my dad is not a normal person. He's a sick person. He can walk but not that normal, he can talk but not that clearly.
So if you hate my dad, get a shotgun and shot yourself at the neck side. You'll be peace then. If you love my dad, be patient if he tell you to do something. Well, just 'if'. Itu pun kalau kamu jumpa daddy saya lah. Tidak semestinya kamu jumpa dia. Ada juga sesetengah kamu tidak berapa kenal saya kan? So this reminder are for my friends, relatives and people that I know/close to me. Yes, patient it is! ;)
Confession tomorrow. I'm a wannabe good girl, and tomorrow I'll be! God, forgive my sins as we forgive each other. Amen.
Oh yeah, Nella and the MIC dancers are performing at K-Mall tomorrow. So, who's not going there to watch her? An asshole. Hahaa duh. I wanna go! But I'm not sure. Well, maybe I'm going to be an asshole for someways. lol Babun punya angel. -.- I hope I can go. Amen amen.
Omg omg watch this! Ryan and Dtrix - Christmas Swag.
So, do you have the Christmas Swag in you? Hmm?
I watched that video for a million time since Wednesday until today. Screw myself. I got nothing to do so, yeah, nigahiga is an ADDICTION babeh. Can't take it. If you're really obsessed with nigahiga, you'll never stop watching Ryan's videos, like, I'm telling the truth here!
Oh oh oh! Forgot to tell ya'll. Yesterday the Sfx church carolers went to our house! Awmaigawd, the way they sang! It's like, I felt like, I'm in heaven. Woaaaaaaaaaaah, it was really great. Goosebumps overload! They got that, amazing angelic voice. *sigh* I want more.
Okay this house is turning into a Pub -.- It's loud with pub musics. And more worst is I'm getting hang to it. I meant the songs k? Also started to sing that lol pub song. Wow that bass hurt my chest.
We will stop here. My mom suddenly woke up and found out I haven't sleep yet but luckily she didn't scold at me. Oh yeah.
Mornights everybody!
xo,Angel(;
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My fault for being so desperate.
Hey, it's 3 somethin' in the morning and I still haven't sleep yet. Great -.-
Let me speak in Malay so this subject can be understood clearly.
Hi abang! heh. Harap kau nampak ne post saya. Ya, saya pun ada cakap tentang kamu dua. Mau tau ka bang? Saya cakap gitu sebab saya jeles, bodoh kan? Ya sa tau, memang immature betul saya ne. Eh antah la, tapi memang serious saya jeles sebab sejak kebelakangan ne abang tidak layan saya. Setahu saya abang layan dia saja. Saya okay saja sebab setahu adik abang memang suka dia and dia memang suka abang. Saya tidak tau pula yang abang tidak dapat terima cinta dia. Abang, saya tau saya ne memang tidak sempurna, semua manusia pun sama. Jadi jangan cakap yang abang tidak berhak lahir di dunia ini. Tuhan sudah pilih abang untuk lahir di dunia ne kay? Abang, saya tidak sangka yang abang bilang sama saya, "I can't let you go." Abang, saya nangis setengah mati tau. Balik-balik saya ingat itu ayat, then saya ingat abang. Saya rindu keadaan dulu.
Kita text and call 24/7. Yang best time calling. Abang selalu buat lawak sama saya. Abang satu orang yang kasih ceria adik time sedih, kasih ketawa adik. Macam abang ne salah satu best friend saya sudah, tulah saya pun suka abang. Eh bodoh bodoh. Haha. 1 tahun lebih oi abang, saya pun tidak tau kenapa saya boleh suka abang begitu lama. Ini fakta ah bang, kau baik, kau caring sama saya, kau sayang saya, kau lawak, kau handsome, kau cute, kau athlete, kau tidak pernah stop call and text saya, kau punya rambut AWESOME, kau memang seorang lelaki yang hebat, kau sangat alim, kau penyabar, well kadang-kadang bikin panas juga. haha, childish and banyaklah! Ah abang masih ingat yang 14 things tu? Sekarang 30 lebih sudah. Heh upgrade sudah bah abangku, abang ja tidak ambil kisah. Then tidak lagi tulis pasal fact abang tu sebab abang tidak layan saya tiba-tiba. Okay, secara tiba-tiba. Saya pun lupa kenapa abang tidak layan saya.
Abang, kau sweet bah. Hahah astaga lucuu;3 Kalau time kita calling, okay dua kali sudah adik cakap ne. lol. Anu, one time yang kita calling, abang main Price Tag kan? Weeeeeee adik suka ne. Siuk pula suara c abang ne kan? Tidak tau pula. Hoho. Terus tiada orang di rumah, abang kasih kawan adik, abang kasih tidur adik lagi. Sampai adik mengantuk baru abang letak. Hey readers, aren't my brother is a sweet person? Well he is.
Well here's the confession, after all this hiding thingy, FY is Fadley. Anuu, budak sfx tu yang form 3. Heehoo(; Inilah dia, selama ini saya sembunyi dan memberi initial name kepadanya. Ngokngok;D Hahaha. Dia la secret admirer saya(lol-.-), dia la abang angkat saya yang paling baik di dunia and dia la orang yang sweet saya pernah jumpa. So girls, kalau kamu kenal dia, baguslah. Dia memang baik okay? Dari dulu lagi. hee.
Abang, i love you okay? Jaga diri baik-baik. Walaupun tadi saya sudah kasih sakit hati abang, saya tetap sayang sama kau bang. Abang, I forgive you all the time even though saya sakit hati or abang ada buat salah sama saya. Pasal text message abang tadi tu, jangan cakap bukan-bukan ah bang. Adik kau sini sayang kau sangat-sangat, ketat-ketat lagi tau. Lain feeling adik kau kalau kau tidak text dia. 1 bulan masih lagi saya tahan, sampai abang text saya. Abang, I'll take care of myself when I'm out today with Nadine and my other friends.
And yeah, I'll pray for you and forgive you every time. I love you bro, I just can't stop thinking about you. I know it sounds like euwing and what other stuff but I'm sorry.
p/s: Nayang, you understand me right? If you saw this, saya tidak dapat tahan sudah. Saya mau luahkan juga. Saya pun sudah luahkan sama kau. hee, i love you Nayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangg♥ Sayang kakak ipar sa. sehh, haha;D
Okay, I'm going to sleep now. I'm sleepy.
Happy birthday Nadine Drew-Ann Bainon! I love you cousin! Meet you at 11(;♥
Mornight(; -style c Nayang. lol xD
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Hell alike.
It's 8:26pm. *Sigh* Okay, I'm super bored to the max today. Awmaigawsh I don't even know what to do. Beyb, Richard and Nayang went to mall just now and I'm at home, sitting while watching tele like shit, eat that eat this then sleep. My fatness will increase, NOT! -.-
Dad, just please leave me with them. I can't stand everyday at home, nothing to do other then doing chores. So I do it all, everyday man! Can't you just sympathize me for awhile? I wanna go out okay? I miss going out. Oh yeah, this Thursday is Nadine's birthday party so if you don't let me go, I will not going to Tambunan.
For real, dad, for real.
And also on Saturday for our day outs.
I just can't have freedom for this 1 and a half month holiday. Okay, I hate sayin' this but school is comin' and I'm like when can I partying or hangout with my besties in this short but long term holiday? Oh daddy trust me, I can protect myself already aights? I know I know I'm the only girl and I'm your girl but yea can I just go out for a second? Pfft yea I'm not going somewhere creepy and dark that are full of pilaks. Euw, seriously daddy don't let me be your baby girl, let me be your big girl.
Well, Nayang is going back to KK tonight. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah I'm crying inside. It's damn shit early man, I still wanna hangout with you. Okay she's kinda shy like that but if you know her that close, she's a joker, funny girl and and awesome chick. Hahaha seriously aye?
It's like they're not going back tonight. Yessssssss!
Okay wait up, this guy, oh gosh, oh my gosh he is superbly cute. He looks like Kim Hyun Joong.
*Screaming like hell inside*
Am serious aye? Lemme give him initials name, CDM. Clear enough? hahaha yeah.
I post this on my profile. I didn't knew that many people liked it and it makes me tired. lol. I did it and CDM liked it, I posted on his wall and he did the same to me. Guess what? This:
Aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee;3♥
I'm happy he posted like that. Omg he is superbly cute. If you know who's CDM is, tell him he looks like Kim Hyun Joong. Really, he is. Gawd ;O
Enough that. Haha. Just now we watched video of the real Bloody Mary game. We're like: whuuuuuuuuut? is this fuckin' real? Oh it's like a joke. But then we read about the fact of Bloody Mary on wiki. Shit, it's hella creepy. Go search and read it. Goosebumps k? ;D
Ninja out!
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Hartzlin Vanzvanessa♥
A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believe in the smile on your face.
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My parents has stated my name Hartzlin Vanzvanessa since I was born. 14 years of age. Asian, Land below the wind. Sm Ken Hwa, Keningau. I'm a wannabe pianist, potterhead, die-hard Liverpool fan, chewing-machine, part-time singer and dancer, twitter addict and a maniac. When I'm bummed, God always there for me. He never leave me behind. I'm going to tell everybody that I love my most awesome God, Jesus Christ, most hilariously epic Idang/Edang family, my besties who are very wild failed yet handsome gorgeous senor senorita and my most joker a.k.a funny ass awesome yet insanely cute and humble bboy boyfriend. Yes, I'm officially taken by Brovell Arbel Brocyleo. I love him and he loves me, fullstop.
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